How I rise my vibration?? Because I dont have friends.. I had friends, but now they have boyfriends and girlfriends and they are with them stil.. We havent contact...and I havent work right now so I am home often. I read books because it is what I like, I dance zumba, sometimes we go with my family a trip..and I sometimes think that I am happy, but after my vibration low, because I miss friends. Sometimes I go to the disco when I have with someone go, but it isnt often...so how I rise my vibration and be happy, when my life is stereotyp? when I need sometimes a walk or go to the bar and I havent with someone often..After I am home and I am on tne facebook , and watch youtube, but it do not happy me still...and when I know that my ex have a fun with friends sometimes and I no, so I feel sad,that this is  not fair...when I know that when he is home(because work different country) so he is in the bar and I could see him  if I should go in the bar with someone..but I dont have..sometimes I go with my friend, but he dont go often now...
yes Im grateful that I have family and I can be with them , I am happy when I am dance or I read  a book or watch tv, but I need a more fun with people ...In the past I have a lot of friends, we went to the disco, bar , a walk, and now . is it gone.. I had friend which was single like me and she want go out still, but since she have a boyfriend so we do not contact 5 months. ..she dont need anyone when she is with him....
where are my friends when I need ? .sometimes I feel that all will good and I see that something change for the better , but still come situation, when all change for the worse again..
PS: Im write still that I dont know good english :D