Jamiesjerseygirl wrote:

Wow this just hit me like a ton of bricks. My ex who sadly I'm on here for has played me for two years and like others I have attracted him back many times but he's been worse each time.i won't go into the hundreds of things that have happened but today/yesterday was the reality check.
Today was a show I knew he'd be at but I had no money and actually didn't want to see him,i said this morning if I'm ment to be at the show I will be and lo and behold my neighbour said she was going and she'd treat me to go (guessing I manifested it/ment to be I just don't know I've been crying since 5pm and it's now 3am and I dont know what's real anymore) anyway he was there,surrounded by women,i couldn't help myself and spoke to him and said I was gonna go to his house tonight to sort it all out.as usual I got a text that he was busy and he didn't want me etc etc.
Please don't judge me but he's honestly left me with no-one to talk to about me and him so I spoke to a psychic and she listened and quietly told me to look up a website and everything would make sense.
Narcissist!! Not to some extremes but still definitely there.
So I snapped,believing he would be at work like he'd told me I packed up everything he's ever given me and went to drop it at his house.
He was home!another lie!another wave of excuses as why he was home!this man told me to go but then opened his door and waited for me inside.pretty much screaming in my face he doesn't want me over and over again but then kissing me and saying he would take me to bed but he's a better person than to do that then kissing me again then telling me to get out,then crying and then pretty much threw me out.
I know I'm not perfect and when he cheated on me the first time I've never got over it and constantly throw it at him so I'm 99% he's already seeing someone else (again have I manifested this I just don't know anymore) so now I'm lost I have to realise that the man I loved, want so desperately back actually never existed it was all just some strange smoke screen.i know just how painful this is but hopefully we can support each other

You were correct in that you were meant to be at this concert because that revealed just what an arse this guy is.  
Please, don't waste another minute - or second - on him.  He is TOXIC. 

There's a couple of things I have to say about your post ! First is that you titled it 'when LOA isn't able to work' but stop and look for two seconds ! You have not been able to attract him fully into your life, but he is also a clinical NARCISSIST so therefore, your vibration which must be a mixture of high and low is not a full match to his but would you want it to be ?? If he came back into your life and wanted to stay, I would be worried for you because it would mean that your vibration is consistently LOW. Only someone on a low vibration could attract someone who is abusing them emotionally. The fact that he doesn't want to stay means that you have a high vibration at times that scares him because he doesn't feel like he can control you fully. People on the highest vibes can never be controlled or abused emotionally. They do not let it happen. 

Secondly, what he has isn't a disease, it's a disorder. A disease is cancer, a disease is bipolar or schizophrenia, a personality disorder isn't a disease. The difference is is that a disease is a physical thing, a chemical thing, a personality disorder is a build up of traits they learned from childhood. I have a personality disorder called borderline, and unfortunately, we are renowned for attracting narcissists. Why? Because borderlines are clingy and when they love, they love hard, they will naturally treat their partner as God's gift, which is what narcissists love ! But then when a partner shows a lack of love or something, a borderline will act out in rage or punish them, but a narcissist will instinctively know how to make a borderline feel like they need them and will emotionally abuse this person. I'm not sure if I've ever dated a full on narcissist but I know I would be naturally attracted to them for sure, however, my better sense judgement tells me that my attraction is wrong and if I find someone super sexy, it'll most likely be because he's a narcissist so I have to stop myself !

They can change, but the change takes time and more often then not, they just won't want to change. Even though this is sad for you right now, in ten years time, when you're with a lovely normal loving man, you'll look back at this and think to yourself how it was such a lucky escape ! He will never have a good relationship in his life no matter what because he's incapable ! Watch out for the emotional welfare of your child, because they are known to use children as pawns too