As some of you may know, I first posted on here talking about how I really wanted to get my ex back.. I still have this view, though my first post came from a very negative part of me and I honestly feel quite embarrassed about it. As a couple of days have gone by, I'm feeling a lot better, more positive. I know that I can attract my ex back, I just need to be happy and love myself first.

Someone on the forum suggested that I start by changing my username, and I thought long and hard about it, but I think I'm going to keep it the same because it reminds me of how I DON'T want to be. I don't want to be lost in life and I know that through loving myself and enjoying things that I love to do, I won't continue to be lost any longer. I've started by saying "yes" to every opportunity to hang out with my friends and family..

Even though right now it's difficult not to think about my love, I know that at some point, I will be able to let go (not of him, but the neediness and desperation for him) and live my life as if I've already got him back. Even if he himself never comes back to me, I know that the Universe will attract me to someone who is in vibration with me. When I have doubts, I've just been asking the Universe to give me signs that what I desire is manifesting right now, in this moment. I've received many signs over and over again, and I know that the Universe has my back

I just wanted to update and let everyone know that I'm feeling a whole lot better than I did when first posting to this forum <3

Last edited by lostinlife (7/26/2016 12:52 am)