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Just want to say thank you to EVERYONE for all the help and advice but, I'm coming off here, just for now!
I've got my girl back, twice but this past year hasn't been good for me and my vibration, so I'm gonna spend couple months focusing and doing what I did last couple times to get her back and focusing on myself. The next time I'll be back on, I'll be back with my love and will even get a pic on of us both.
THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE, for everything
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I think an interesting book you might like is Eckhart Tolle's The Power of Now. Specifically the last chapter on Surrender has some very insightful passages on forgiveness. If you google it there should be a free PDF online.