He just texted me!!!!!!!!!! I'm Freaking out.  So excited!!!! Im manifesting.

Wolf wrote:  So happy for you
really looking forward to talking to my love myself as well.

Thank you so much Wolf. 
I know you totally will. 
It is a fantastic train of thought.  It takes some concentration. 
But really it is fun.  Like daydreaming even. 
I was so giggling like a teen age girl.  I am still so over the top giddy.  I am going to be up for hours.  So in love with my Brian. 
Keep thinking about your love in the present tense.  Do the remote seduction.  Really believe in all your being that you are living with your love.  Last night.  I did not see him but my heart and soul was in such a good place that the feelings I could have had did not take over me at all.  That time delay with the loa is a blessing.  I turned my thoughts around almost immediate.  And here all day I went with my friends and went to a zoo. Posted on fb all the fun I am having with pictures and all.  Just living and loving my life in more ways that I can post.  Dancing at my work for exercise and loving my music with it.  So loving my life.  I have this fantastic job.  And seeing the beauty in everything around me.  No longer seeing anything of any other way but positive and miracle after miracle is manifesting in my life.  And not just in my relationship with Brian its happening in my environment.  I am living on a realm of to some could be unbelievable and maybe someone could lose sight of just how amazing this all is.  That its just the norm but for me.  Its like Christmas Day for a little girl.  I am getting all my hearts desire in every area of my world.  And it is me asking for it and living as if.  My thoughts have been joyful and full of love. 
And here I am.  After a few days of planting that seed of texting him I missed cuddling with him and watching him snore and him saying back.  I don't really know how to respond.  That I had responded that I was not afraid to tell him what I think.  He texted back.  I think you are bored because your son is not here.  And I texted that I could not control his thoughts of himself, that I have never found him boring.  I left it like that on Tuesday with NC and here he is coming to me with a text to see how my visit was with his mom.  He so loves me.  Many signs confirm his loves all the time during my days.  Even thoughts I know the Universe is helping me remember about us is their way of letting me know just how much this is so true and that we are together.  I love him so much.  He is my only love and I know he knows that. 
So my friend live as if. 
I believe in you. 
You are very wise. 
Have faith. 

So you need to know.  Yesterday at 4:41pm.  I was on my phone writing a post sharing my thoughts for someone else on this site to help them with their situation.  I am truly one that understands that when you help others you lose yourself.  Your sadness or issues melt away and to give to others is so rewarding and fulfilling.  You grow in ways you cannot imagine.  I had been trying to find a way to let go.  Letting go is not for me ignoring or forgetting my Brian.  It is allowing them space.  It is so easy to smother someone and have them feel they cannot breathe.  This whole finding your soulmate is a very intense situation.  For myself it is overwhelming when you feel as we do.  It is not just a crush or any other thing.  It is very real.  You connect in a way that is not earthly after you connect there is no one else to fill that.  You cannot think of another person ever in that same way.  And even if you met them not that long ago.  Your spirit reminds you that you have known them all along and even before you were born.  It is my belief we were together in Heaven before we were born.  Some of us made promises to each other to find each other.  Did you ever wonder why it is when you meet someone you just met weather a friend or soulmate that it seems you have always known them and that you cant remember a time you didn't know them.  This is so how it is for me and I know it is for him.  When we connected for the first time 2 yrs ago.  It changed us both in so many ways.  I know it scared us both.  I know we both have never felt like this before.  I have seen and heard it in him and even felt it come from him.  It can be scary and even uncomfortable but than it is a gift of true love. 
I am his and he is mine. 
There is no denial in this. 
Its wonderful.  About 2 weeks ago.  God answered a prayer.  Told me to be patient and wait for him.  I have been following and living the loa in all kinds of ways.  Even checking myself to make sure that I am doing it as perfectly as possible.  It is a skill a discipline like exercising.  When you get the bug.  You don't want to ever lose it.  You jump aboard the train of the loa and you finding yourself never needing to ever get off.  You are reassured you are exactly where you need to be and all aspects of your life are so nicely taken care of. 
Trust is gained in yourself and in the loa. 
I can't imagine how I ever lived without it all these years. 
If you need help or suggestions I am here. 
Loving my life. 
Enjoy your Sunday.
 

I am so happy that my happiness could help not just me.  Keeping my focus and love alive.  I will keep posting as things happen.  This is so wonderful.  I pray all is well for you

brianslady wrote:

Ok Help, I have been focusing on my love but random crazy stuff that is so ugly to deal with is hitting me from all sides.  I think the universe is shifting things so much that things are being put into play for whatever reason.  I don't understand it at all.  I don't think I am causing it to happen but it is.  Can you all give me suggestions to not over think junk that is just not necessary.  Ever situation I feel is testing me to make the right choices.  I feel that I am doing that each time. 

I try using affirmations to remind me that what I want and ignore reality itself. It keeps me happy and makes me feel good. Try distracting yourself as well with activities you enjoy so that your not stuck all day talking to yourself with affirmations. Hopefully this helps you as it helps me but if it doesn't don't think you're doing anything wrong cause your not. Somethings are just more useful for people than others and you have to find techniques that are tailored for your being.