Hello,
I want to believe in LOA. I do. But my ex is my friend. We had a short affair a few years ago and she knows I still have intense feelings for her. She is in love with someone and they have an off again on again relationship which is currently on. She is moving in a few months out of state. She has a twin sister who doesnt  like me and has her ear. Getting out of the friend zone seems impossible after all this time.  I understand nothing is impossible but it feels hopeless. Any advice. I wake up feeling like crying every morning and go to bed the same way. I am very attached to current reality and am reminded of it every time we speak or when our mutual friends speak. Its very difficult to have faith with a clock over my head and so much sadness. Thank you.