Wolf, you are so absolutely right.  I did do all this. 
He is the love of my life and our relationship is beautiful.  I feel his positive energy.  We are very happy people with successful thoughts.  We both have strong energy to be anything we put our minds too.  The music we give off together is wondrous.  Many people would be blown away and are in awe of a love like ours.  When we are together its like we have always been that way.  Peace is all around and the heavens are open.  From the moment I saw his face I knew who he was.  I am sure he knows who I am.  I am giving off good positive and loving vibes.  My love and energy is growing our love for us to be all that God intended us to be.  Our memories of the most romantic times flood my memory all throughout my days.  And I giggle like a school girl at the love we have for each other.  I have been waiting all my life for us to find each other.  I believe in us.  We are one.  God Bless you Wolf for helping me remember where I need to be. 
Thank you

Our story has loa all over it. 
See I have a fb that was my coffee shops fb.  I turned my fb into a place to promote myself in my small town.  I started to become friends with all kinds of people I did not know.  Brian popped up on my radar.  See I had been praying for a good, beautiful man, with a kind heart, standards and a love for family and life.  He liked a few things of mine and I started to pay attention.  See I have 2600 friends.  And you do know if you know loa that it was not coincidence that he stood out to me.  It took me a moment.  To see who he was.  I had liked his posts.  Saw pictures of him when he was younger.  Holding one of his baby sons.  Then I finally saw his profile picture buried in pictures.  He is everything I had ever dreamed of.  He is adorable in every way.  My heart at the very moment did more than skip a beat.  I had to meet him.  I messaged him.  We messaged for weeks.  But not too many til I asked him out on a date.  I wanted him.  He is my dream man.  He had a date earlier with another woman and he told me that he did.  He cut it short to see me for the first time.  Funny I was not upset or jealous at all by that.  I knew I was very special to him.  Though I don't think I could have told you that at that time.  It happened all so fast.  You need to know I am very old fashioned.  I don't ask out men.  But see I had prayed for him to come to me and he did.  So I went to him.  It was a fun night.  We went to his home.  We sat at his kitchen table.  And he scooted his chair up to mine.  I was so very nervous.  Be he is so cute and handsome in everyway.  I am so taken with him.  He kissed me.  Like no other man has ever kissed me before.  He took my breathe away.  I saw stars, fireworks, had butterflies and the giggles in my stomach.  That moment is chiseled on my heart forever.  After a few months we went our separate ways.  I won't share anything but to tell you that the loa brought us back together.  He came for me this time.  I again had prayed for good man.  He knew I so loved him.  Again he kissed me there in his kitchen, sitting in his chairs and the kiss was as so very perfect as the first time.  He is beautiful in every kind of a way.  His touch is unlike anything of this earth.  His is heaven sent.  Our connection is from God.  As I am telling you this.  I am feeling God's energy validating this.  See Brian and I have many connections.  I was working in a woman's clothing store.  Where years ago his mother also worked and his oldest sister.  Our two oldest children at the exact same age and we both have one younger son each.  We both love to create, we think outside the box on the way things are to be done.  We both love natural stuff.  We love to learn and find ways to perfect things.  Even ourselves.  We both believe in loyality, honor and respect.  Integrity is so very important to us both.  We love animals of all kinds.  Love food and to cook all kinds.  We both excel on making things and fixing things. 
He is so incredible with my little boy.  Never in all of my life met a person that has the patience he has for my son.  Every moment I have been with him.  I have fallen deeper and deeper in love with him.  A situation came up last year in Oct that caused an event that God showed me.  When I questioned what was happening.  God showed me a vision.  I have never seen a vision from God before.  But on a drive to the hospital to fulfill a promise I made to him.  God showed me our wedding day.  What a beautiful peaceful day.  On a white beach at sunset.  Our colors blue and green after our birthstones.  Everyone we both love were there.  Everything was perfect in every kind of a way.  Smiles never left our faces.  It is a really beautiful moment.   A moment I am visualizing. 
Since this time.  I had gotten a better job with excellent pay but it was not my dream job.  Less than 5 months.  I found my lifetime career.  It is so absolutely heaven sent.  Perfect in every way for me.  I am so in tune with my loa.  My health, in all ways is improving in ways that I could not explain in human words.  My love for myself is above and beyond anything I have ever felt in all of my life.  I feel unstoppable. 
And my love for Brian and our children is growing immensely in ways that are beyond what I could have imagined.  I see visuals of all of them and our families combined.  I see lots of laughter and happiness.  But above all in every way. 
I see a lot of love. 
Love that lasts more than this lifetime
Love that is eternal
I am Brian's Lady and he is my man. 
Forever and Always. 
 

I don't want this banged into.  NOT at all.  I totally just wanted to show my appreciation.  I messaged him and asked if he was offended by the comment.  That I thought maybe he felt I was making fun of him snoring.  So I said.  I felt the text didn't get my point across and so I said I found him adorable and cute when he sleeps.  He than messaged me.  I must be bored because my son is gone for his visit with his dad.  I messaged back.  I am far from bored.  And that I dont have control of how he thinks about himself.  Have never found him to be boring and left a smiley with a wink.  I give this love to the universe.  Felt like I am planting a seed in his mind how I feel about him.  Now I will back off.  I give thanks to the universe in having him respond so quickly.  He has not done that before til that message.  He is thinking and the loa is working on him.  I see it all through my days working on me.  Letting me know he loves me.  I also pointed out that I am not afraid to say what I think.  I am strong, confident and in control of my loa.  I give love to the universe and to him.  I live my life in a happy place.  I am gorgeous and successful in all that I do.  My energy is huge all around me.  I attract many my way that fall into the Ora of the loa several times a day.  I absolutely love it.  I have mentioned my successes with him and he is being aware that good things happen to good people with a positive attitude.  I appreciate your words of wisdom.  I will chill and love me.  You Rock!!!!

I don't understand the question.  Where is it coming from and the vibrational shift.  I just felt so strongly with all the thoughts and feelings things that had been manifesting for me.  That mentioning to him our cuddling was appropriate.  He had surprised me in showing up and hanging out for hours.  We were not like we were in the past.  But I did feel so confident and gorgeous.  My energy was so strong and I saw him feel like he could not hold still.  He would not look at me but I caught him looking when I wasn't.  For him to have spent that kind of time with me was not like him he loves sleep so much and works 3rd shift. 
The feelings I felt and the thoughts in my mind were not things I just created.  I believe that God was telling me what to say and what would let him know where how I feel.  We broke up a year before and we seriously were not ready for a relationship.  It through me.  I loved him from the beginning and I felt such a loss.  I didn't thing that the loa could help me get him back and so I didn't do all these things to better me.  I dated a few men and had a horrible time of it.  He knew about this.  I just felt strongly the other day that I needed to know.  I am still here and that I do love him.  I did not say it but I think my words did.  He told me last year the reason we were not together before is that he did not feel good enough for me.  I was shocked. 
I am in a very good place in how I am feeling about myself.  I have followed the loving myself, taking care of my home, my car.  My job is amazing.  I exercise alot and I am in the best shape in all areas of my life than i have ever been.  I believe I need to just let him have time.  The no contact is brutal for me.  And I will follow it.  I had asked to see him sometime this week as I am lonely my son is away.  He knows how I get when he is gone.  He said he couldn't make any promises.  He is working 7 days a week.  I will leave this up to him.  
When we finally saw each other around the 4th.  I was so surprised he really came. I felt so unprepared to how to act around him.  Though I did feel so beautiful, confident and that I could be the new me that I had been working on.  I had no idea how to react to him.  He picked at his mom and me for the things we were doing.  He more so picked on her especially about her cooking as he always did.  I did my best to not pay attention that he was there.  My visit was with her.  I so didn't want to seem desperate or affectionate towards him.  Honestly I felt awkward.  I know he did.   Because I caught him not being able to hold still when I looked his way.  I never saw him look at my face but I did catch him looking at me when he didn't know I did.  I felt him staring at me in the beginning as I was talking to her.  And I was so on my game to not let him know how nervous I was.  After the visit.  I was flying all over the place.  So gitty that I felt he did so love me to have spent that time with me.  He honestly did not need to be there.  I blew it though a few days later in a text when I got angry with him.  My counselor said I transferred my anger onto him because of issues that day I had with my ex.  Inside I needed Brian as a support to help me deal with my son's dad.  But that Brian had not been a support I needed in a companion  and I lashed out.  days later I apologized in a text.  He didn't reply.  not unusual for him.  He doesn't like negative and neither do I.  I randomly mentioned a time we had laughed and enjoyed and he did reply with his cute fun remarks like before.  I had hoped he would have this last time too.  But he didn't.  Though his immediate response was very surprising.  I know he does love me and I know he knows I love him.  I need to give him space and leave the decisions to him on where we go with this.  I will continue to love me and love my life acting as if.  It is a marvelous thing to know I am not the woman I was even a month ago.  I will continue to grow in all areas of my life.  I live in a positive world and surround myself with positive people.  This is not always easy and being by myself is not a bad thing.  I am learning alot about who I am and what I want most in my life and my world.  Thank you for your advice and I am so open to more.  pray for me.  It is hard to learn to let go.  Not even sure how to really do it.  I went 25 days before with no contact and 20 days in two different times.  We have been apart since the end of April.  The first time we broke up he came back to me and reached out 8 months later and we were not that serious that time as we have been now. 
We did not have a horrible break up.  And I know he does care alot about me and my son.  He his a good man. 
We will make this happen. 
I just need to exercise my faith in the loa and God. 
 

brianslady wrote:

Can you suggest materials to help me align?

Do anything you love to do! Anything that makes you happy, gleeful, etc .JUST FEEL GOOD!