First of all, I love your name.
You are in a very convenient situation compared to most of us. You can turn this around easily. Focus on what you want. Shouldn't be so hard, because you are still a couple.
The problem, when you feel the urge to talk about it is that it's still active in your vibration. You focus on what you don't want and you wonder how it will end. But you are in full control. It's not that he is unfair or that he has to make a decision. You have now the chance to clean up your vibration. Focus on the wonderful relationship you want with him. Use this 2 weeks to become the best you you can be. You say you are not the happiest. Why? There is no reason EVER to be unhappy, because you can change anything. It's not enough to know about LoA, you have to apply it or it isn't worth anything. Trust me, I have experienced it myself.

Polarbear wrote:

Sanshi thank you :D and thank you for your reply. 
That's why I love to connect to like minded people. You always get some advice the helps along the way :D. 
I am indeed afraid. I am afraid that after these two weeks he will walk through my door saying he doesn't want to continue this relationship. No matter how hard I try to clear my vibration, this fear creeps in sometimes, but not all the time. Certainly not most of the time. I am trying EFT. So my not so happy state lately is a result of being overworked, and I got my insomnia back, which I have been trying to deal with for many years now. I know that is something I have to deal with myself but sometimes he gets effected by it as well and it's not so easy to deal with. I understand. You are right not to focus on the possible bad scenarios. I can focus on clearing my fears. Deal with it. maybe? 

You know what you are attracting be fearing him breaking up. Sometimes, LoA makes life harder, because now you feel bad about having that fear. But unfortunatelly, I can't help you with this. You have to focus on what you want and obviously, that's not him walking through your door and breaking up. So stop talking about your fears and stop thinking about your fears. Tell us rather what you like about your guy and what wonderful memories you have with him and what you plan with him in the future.
If you still have this fear, there must be a belief within you that you don't have the control. So maybe it would help to think about where LoA worked for you and do some reading about it.