Hi All,

First of all thank you for this forum. I used to visit other ones but sometimes I feel like people get mad regarding "I want to get back with my ex". They treat you like you are stupid.
I've read "Superman's Game" and a lot of posts regarding this subject, I have all the information, I did a vision board video with nice and happy pictures of my ex and me, nice affirmations in present tence, (i.e. we are a happy couple filled with love and comprehension), I do affirmations, I think about my ex once in a while but I must confess.. I lost my faith. I lost my capacity of believe. This happened because when the broke up happened, (she left me for someone else) I did hire a "counselor" that I found on the web that was going to help me with tactics and techniques about getting back with my ex and it was a scam. Lost my money and time. When you are on a desesperate mood you do stupid things like paying a "spell caster" to help you to get back with your ex. Obviously scam!
Also I lost any hope because the last time I saw and talked to her, (5 months ago) She was so cold and told me "I don't love you anymore but we can be friends, come on! let's have coffee tomorrow and talk as friends". I did vent, she needed to know how she made me feel, kicking me out from our home, changing me for someone else, she needed to know how she did destroy my self-steem.. that day I was so pissed off that I told her "I don't wanna be your friend because I'm very hurt and I need to heal and being your friend is not going to help". Also I did unfriend all her family from facebook because they were posting pictures of her so happy and that was hurting me more. Since day from, I don't know anything about her, anything, we don't have friends in common, I believe she's still with this new person. No emails, text messages, phone calls, it is like we didn't know each other. It is sad because we were so happy and this new person took advantage of a small fight that we had to get into the middle.

The other thing that keep coming to my mind is that I went to a psychic that is a friend of mine and she told me, let your ex go, I can see that she's coming back, I can't see when or how but she is going to reach you, don't worry about that, just let her go. (We broke up 9 months ago). I did record the psychic words and I listen to this every day, trying to find hope. I'm not obsessed with my ex, I don't check her social media profiles or call her, I have been quite all this time. If she wants to be with this new person, I set her free. But I really miss her, I did pray God for a person like her and he sent it to me, and then he took it away from me, that's why I lost hope, I don't believe, I'm having a hard time doing visualizations.. I am a mess... I know..