Howardgirl12 wrote:

Hello everyone THIS IS A LITTLE LONG.
I'm new to LOA. A little about my situation. My ex boyfriend and I were together for 11 years. We were engaged in 2013, however we ended it because he wasn't ready to get married. After our engagement ended we still stayed together. A year later he decided that he just want to be friends. I did everything they tell you not to do I begged, cried, pleased with him nothing worked. So we stop communicating and he got another girlfriend. I am real close to his family. I was invited to spend last year 4th of July with them. That's how we stated back talking after months of no contact. We decided to be friends for months everything was going good, so I asked him to be with me. He said that he's wasn't ready for a relationship again. So I decided to let the situation go and be his friend. We still acted like we were together visited each other talking everyday etc. I live in Florida he lives in Charlotte. Recently I found out the he has a new girlfriend wow I know. Once I found out I told him that I can't continue going back and forward with him knowing I want more and he's not ready for what I want ie marriage and kids. He said that he is sorry for continue to put me through the BS and that he realized he is not good for me. So we decided to stop talking. So now it's been two months since we last talked. I want to manifest him back to me and have a better relationship than the last. I have been focusing on me and I continue to tell the universe everyday that I love him. I asked for signs and everyday I get signs such as his initial or our anniversary date or his smell, etc everytime I see them I just say thank you. Is there anything else that I should be doing. I worry that this time around that he will be gone for good. Please help thank you in advance

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