Sanshi wrote:

holistichealing wrote:

I learned that everything we had learned about being an observer, we have to unlearn. I learned to look at the now and take in all the wonderful things. Eventually you get out of that negative observation feeling.

How do you deal with it when it comes to interaction with other people? When I enter a chat room these days, the conversation is like "how was your day?", "that's irrelevant!", "what's wrong with you?". I'm actively avoiding people in real life right now, because they only talk about what they observe, what went wrong in the past and what they worry about in the future. I would love to talk more about roses, the ocean and sea horses, but people find that strange.

*gently holds your hands* I am going to share a story with you about me. Ever since I was little I always knew that the old programming everyone follows was wrong. With the worrying and the depression. No one was ever fully present in the now. They were either stuck in the past or future.

When I went to school to spread my truth, everyone found the way I saw things weird. My third eye was open as a child so I was able to really get in touch with my senses and knew everything was connected. There is really no separation in this world as we are taught, everything is connected and that is what the loa teaches you.

But it was hard for me when no one wanted to talk to me because of how strong of faith I held in my beliefs. It came to a point that I did not want to speak to anyone anymore and became anti-social. It was not until the end of high school that I found people who think like me and understood what I was talking about. But deep down inside I also knew I was here to open people's eyes.

The reason I fell so low in my vibe was because as I had to start taking on responsibility, I felt I had to be more logical. So you see the truth is the reason we forgot about the law of attraction is because ever since we stopped doing everything with feeling and instead thinking, our egos voices became louder until we forgot. But I started talking to others about it again, even if they are still stuck in old programming. I just have to have faith that it will reach someone.

Last edited by holistichealing (7/08/2016 10:37 am)

holistichealing wrote:

Sanshi wrote:

holistichealing wrote:

I learned that everything we had learned about being an observer, we have to unlearn. I learned to look at the now and take in all the wonderful things. Eventually you get out of that negative observation feeling.

How do you deal with it when it comes to interaction with other people? When I enter a chat room these days, the conversation is like "how was your day?", "that's irrelevant!", "what's wrong with you?". I'm actively avoiding people in real life right now, because they only talk about what they observe, what went wrong in the past and what they worry about in the future. I would love to talk more about roses, the ocean and sea horses, but people find that strange.

*gently holds your hands* I am going to share a story with you about me. Ever since I was little I always knew that the old programming everyone follows was wrong. With the worrying and the depression. No one was ever fully present in the now. They were either stuck in the past or future.

When I went to school to spread my truth, everyone found the way I saw things weird. My third eye was open as a child so I was able to really get in touch with my senses and knew everything was connected. There is really no separation in this world as we are taught, everything is connected and that is what the loa teaches you.

But it was hard for me when no one wanted to talk to me because of how strong of faith I held in my beliefs. It came to a point that I did not want to speak to anyone anymore and became anti-social. It was not until the end of high school that I found people who think like me and understood what I was talking about. But deep down inside I also knew I was here to open people's eyes.

The reason I fell so low in my vibe was because as I had to start taking on responsibility, I felt I had to be more logical. So you see the truth is the reason we forgot about the law of attraction is because ever since we stopped doing everything with feeling and instead thinking, our egos voices became louder until we forgot. But I started talking to others about it again, even if they are still stuck in old programming. I just have to have faith that it will reach someone.

That's a beautiful story. I find myself in it to an extent. I always felt like I was somehow on the wrong planet. I never felt really home, had trouble to find people on my wavelength, and now I know why. Abraham always says that all people in the audience are teachers. I feel that's really true. So many people here want to coach or help others grow. Maybe we need a bit courage to talk to people about it, but if only one of ten people hears us just a little bit, it would surely make a difference.
 

Sanshi wrote:

holistichealing wrote:

Sanshi wrote:

How do you deal with it when it comes to interaction with other people? When I enter a chat room these days, the conversation is like "how was your day?", "that's irrelevant!", "what's wrong with you?". I'm actively avoiding people in real life right now, because they only talk about what they observe, what went wrong in the past and what they worry about in the future. I would love to talk more about roses, the ocean and sea horses, but people find that strange.

*gently holds your hands* I am going to share a story with you about me. Ever since I was little I always knew that the old programming everyone follows was wrong. With the worrying and the depression. No one was ever fully present in the now. They were either stuck in the past or future.

When I went to school to spread my truth, everyone found the way I saw things weird. My third eye was open as a child so I was able to really get in touch with my senses and knew everything was connected. There is really no separation in this world as we are taught, everything is connected and that is what the loa teaches you.

But it was hard for me when no one wanted to talk to me because of how strong of faith I held in my beliefs. It came to a point that I did not want to speak to anyone anymore and became anti-social. It was not until the end of high school that I found people who think like me and understood what I was talking about. But deep down inside I also knew I was here to open people's eyes.

The reason I fell so low in my vibe was because as I had to start taking on responsibility, I felt I had to be more logical. So you see the truth is the reason we forgot about the law of attraction is because ever since we stopped doing everything with feeling and instead thinking, our egos voices became louder until we forgot. But I started talking to others about it again, even if they are still stuck in old programming. I just have to have faith that it will reach someone.

That's a beautiful story. I find myself in it to an extent. I always felt like I was somehow on the wrong planet. I never felt really home, had trouble to find people on my wavelength, and now I know why. Abraham always says that all people in the audience are teachers. I feel that's really true. So many people here want to coach or help others grow. Maybe we need a bit courage to talk to people about it, but if only one of ten people hears us just a little bit, it would surely make a difference.
 

What year were you born may I ask?

Sanshi wrote:

1990, why?

You should look up crystal children. It may also help you with why you feel the way you do. I am a crystal child and everything I read about them is true.