Mannnnnnn let me tell you...anxiety and impatient behavior are my friends. I wait for nothing in my work life and if I'm nervous or anxious I fight hard. But when I lost him, I was crushed.


Interesting flip happened but though thanks to holistic healing approach to twin flames... knowing he is damaged right now and I'm weak...doesn't make for a strong reunion!

Yeah day is tough right because you're like WHY DO I HSVE TO BE THE STRING ONE AND DO AKL THD WORK? Well why not. You're the one in mourning...we are the ones grieving, so let's heal!

It hasn't happened yet us a great thing. You get to fix you. And get through the sticky stuff That happened. Like you said you trust it will but we gitta show improvement as well.

One thing I adore about you us the LIFE you give to your post replied. It's do genuine! How can the Universe ignore you when you are showing your improvements every day with people in the same situation?

Your Nate is running from fear or to something better, but yiu get to create a new place for them to run too and that's when the good stuff happens.


I don't always believe they act how you act but I do believe they FEEL when you GET FEELINGS when you start to establish good FILLING inside if you! I wanna make sure I say that right...they automatically know that they are in the presence of something when you filled with something.

My guy doesn't see me often...I get so down. Or I get so annoyed I'm being friend zoned or led on....but I always make sure I FILL UP internally that I'm beautiful, a dang fox! And fo sho this man eye rapes me or touches my face or tried to get a fill each time...EVEN IF HE IS MAD.

ONCE we work on the missing pieces or holes...we got them! You got this! Always try to remember it took time to break up..it'll take time to patch up.

I could be very wrong about this in terms of theory, but based on my own experiences I think it's all part of the path to go from a high vibration to a rough emotional place.

It might seem like we're in a low vibration as we go through these intense, difficult emotions but what if it's all part of the trajectory to a higher vibration?

Two weeks ago, I felt like I reached optimism after a long time at hopefulness, and it felt like I was in the Vortex. And then slowly, it felt like I was slipping away from the Vortex but still close to it at optimism.

And then I was inspired to do some spiritual exercises which opened up a lot of darkness within me. For several days, it felt like I had many aches all over my body but also even greater emotional pains within me that I was bringing up to my own consciousness. I was learning to accept repressed emotions that were blocking my energy flow.

After this "growing pain", I feel like I'm on the right path - so to me all the pain was about releasing some darkness still in me, releasing resistance. So it seems to me that as we reach for higher vibrations, there will be moments when it seems like we'll take a beating, but it's all good for us when looking at it from a higher dimension - it's designed to help us release resistance and reintegrate ourselves in a more positive way.

After this "dark night of the soul" I have much more clarity on what to do next and more trust in my inner voice. So maybe it's not about beating ourselves up when we feel bad, but just accepting things as they are and trusting that whatever happens is designed for our own unique path to our heart's desire manifested.

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Wow, so many replies. Thank you all. I appreciate every single one of them (and of you, of course).

wolf wrote:

Other people have done it,
whats making you think you cant?

This person is no special snowflake the LoA doesnt work on, its just gonna feel real uncomfortable to him to not match up with your high vibe the longer you keep it going and hes coming because the comfort lies with you.

Somewhere in my mind is a little room in the size of a broom closet that doesn't really believe that LoA is real. I know that's complete bs, I see it work every day. And there is still this free will thing in the back of my mind, even when I have seen people act out of my will thinking that it was their will.

Wow, I love your last sentence. It makes so much sense and it basically the same message I tried to transport with my post about vibration a while ago. I'm glad I'm not the only one who is looking at it like this.

Cherished wrote:

Sanshi, doubt only ever comes when you are misaligned. You just have to let it go and tend to your vibration. 😘

Yes, I have to admit I let my vibration slide. I'm not allowed to do sports at the moment, until last week I couldn't sit very long, so I did nothing fun and I felt my vibration sinking gradually every day. The lower my vibe the easier it got to think sloppy. Time to forget about my guy for a while and concentrate on my happiness again!
I really experience right now what our vibration can do for us. 2 weeks ago, I walked around and appreciated every flower, every blade of grass, every person I saw, but I'm not able to do that now. I try it, but it feels not genuine. That's at least an interesting experience, because I see that what Abe tells us about vibration is the truth.

piggy720 wrote:

omggggggg sanshi
you're like our ultimate adviser here, you can come crashin' and burnin' because we all need you LOL
(THAT PRESSURE RIGHT THERE)

don't worry though, I'm here to be your assistant, cuz clearly I'm doing a good job spreading my LOVE AND POSITIVE ENERGY THROUGH THIS FORUMMMMM <3

but I totally understand what you mean.
It's hard to keep up with that positive vibe 100% 24/7.
you see a good example here (me) lol but all we need is just that little push again from people around us, so we can feel the positive energy again.

HAVE FAITH AND BELIEVE  chu

Thanks for making me pressure. ;D But seriously, I won't ever leave this forum, even after my success. I know how easy it is to slip off the path and I'm determined to stay on it this time.
I could keep up my absolute bliss vibe for nearly a month, so I know it's possible to not only feel good for a few hours or days. But it's work in the beginning and I haven't done my work for a while and that's the result now.

holistichealing wrote:

Sanshi there is no dissapointment at the end of that bridge, I promise you.

That's beautifully put. Thank you. =)

SydneysMommy wrote:

Yeah day is tough right because you're like WHY DO I HSVE TO BE THE STRING ONE AND DO AKL THD WORK? Well why not.

One thing I adore about you us the LIFE you give to your post replied. It's do genuine! How can the Universe ignore you when you are showing your improvements every day with people in the same situation?

Your Nate is running from fear or to something better, but yiu get to create a new place for them to run too and that's when the good stuff happens.


I don't always believe they act how you act but I do believe they FEEL when you GET FEELINGS when you start to establish good FILLING inside if you! I wanna make sure I say that right...they automatically know that they are in the presence of something when you filled with something.

In my case, it isn't an ex and we don't really have a history or at least not a very long one. But yeah, you are right. Sometimes I really wonder why I ran after this guy. He should ran after me. He isn't the dream guy everyone is after and I was just lucky to get little of his attention. It's more the other way around. But yeah, why not? It makes us stronger, right? And we just can learn from this experience.

Aw, thank you. <3

Sometimes, I have some doubts that he will feel it, because we had no time to build a strong connection, but at the other hand..I attracted him in my life before I knew him, so my vibes had to reach him before I even knew him. You are right, he has to feel it.

Scarlet Angel wrote:

Hey we know you gonna be up next in the success story soon. You have showered so much positivity in this forum. Don't worry we all go through this but as it is said have utter faith and patience. Universe will do the rest.

Thank you. <3 Maybe I should write it already to save time with my guy later. ;D

Colonel Roosevelt wrote:

I could be very wrong about this in terms of theory, but based on my own experiences I think it's all part of the path to go from a high vibration to a rough emotional place.

It might seem like we're in a low vibration as we go through these intense, difficult emotions but what if it's all part of the trajectory to a higher vibration?

That's an interesting point of view. It makes sense to me. While my vibration was high, I was afraid of falling down again and in this moments, I wasn't enjoying my high vibration. Maybe that's the next thing I have to learn: not being afraid of lower vibrations or of being unable to get up again and trusting that everything that happens is right.
 

tessy wrote:

Hey Sanshi dear....

You forgot u got a fan here??? Come on darling...u are so wonderful that since I joined this forum I look forward to your response even sometime without reading the query. You are a healer. But yes we all are human, like you I also do not have a history with my love  but around 1.5 years of knowing him and 8 months being super close to him (like gf/bf) but he never committed, this is where the problem occurred and things went wrong. But what difference does it make, u know well that no body can love him more than you and your love is what he is looking for. Just that these people (men often) are blind and I say that coz they dont get subtle signs. They will look look look and if they are sane will find their way back...........this is the belief I am holding on to!!! 

I suggest check out the latest video of Abraham "How to attract an ex" its uploaded on 5th July and really nice, I dont know if we can share links in this forum. But I suggest check out the video. You will love it. 

Sending you lots of love and light! God bless.

Thank you so much for your kind words. <3 I'm working hard to get back into alignment. It really doesn't matter what happened or what the situation is, but we are so trained to look at the circumstances that it can be hard to ignore everything we have learned. But we are here to learn and as long as we always get up again it doesn't matter how often we fall.

I watched the Abe video. I loved the first few seconds, but somehow the Abe stuff on specific people doesn't resonate with me. It always sounds like "yes, you can attract a specific person but not in every case". I thought it's a law? That sounds really random to me. I guess the reason why it always sounds that way is, because they react to the vibration of the one who asks the question and they are so far from getting their love back that it would be way easier for them to find a new love, but it doesn't feel good to me. I love wolf's approach. That resonates much more with me.

prince05 wrote:

you are the bad-ass who motivated me,gave me inspiration. how the hell you are afraid? nah it does not suit you. get back on your feet and nail it.

I guess, that's the kick in the ass I asked for. Yes, you are completely right. Success suit me much better than giving up. Thank you. <3