So in regards to manifesting my girl and our new amazing relationship I am noticing that it is somehow getting harder to visualize her and see her vividly in the scenario that i create.  Before i could be able to really see and feel her on a really emotional level.  I don't how to feel about this.  I know i am not over her I still love her more than anything and want to be with her as well.  I like to do RS in the shower i feel it very strong and I do visualizations before i fall asleep according to Neville's strategy.  I look forward to doing both every day it really brings me a lot of joy. I wake up every day in a much better mood than in the months passed. And overall just in a better mood. I have lots of dreams now whereas before visualizing before bed i can't remember the last time I dreamt.  Only a couple included her and the rest is just completely strange lol.  I'm having difficulty visualizing and just drifting into sleep It has only happened a couple times.  If there are any tips or suggestions i'd appreciate it.

I have been seeing 11:11 alot almost every day and 1:11 and 3:33 once.  I honestly do very much believe i will be with her and i just know it even though nothing in my current reality shows it. lol But i still have alot of faith that it will happen.  

Recently she graduated from college and i sent a congratulatory message maybe two weeks afterwards saying how happy i am for her etc. She responded that same day with a thank you and hope im doing well and called me by my nickname only she calls me. Mind you we havent had any contact for 2 months at this point except her liking my instagram posts once in a while.

I continued with another message a few weeks after asking about her new job just to see if we can start a conversation, and she actually responded 5 mins later with a lengthy response as to how difficult her new job is and that she doesn't know if they will keep her and how there is some people she doesn't get along with. I didn't respond till a day later and asked for her to elaborate and see if she could open up more and she did and we went back and forth talking but then she suddenly stops and disappears like she normally does.  But what i can get is that she is not having such a great time at her new job, she seems to be in a bad or low vibration with a lot of self-doubt and negativity. I'm not sure how her current relationship is going but she doesn't post anything like she used to when we were together, and I just have this vibe and feeling she is not having a good time.  I want to be back and be laughing and smiling and joking like we always were.

I have removed a lot of doubt , and worry about the situation, I just find it extremely difficult to act as if we are together. I can feel fine throughout the day without getting sad so I guess that's partly like acting as if, right? because I wouldn't be sad if we were together.  I send texts to myself and have conversations like i would want with her and that makes me feel better when im feeling a little low.  But i think i have been given alot of signs in order to fully believe in the process.  I still miss her at times and just wish she was here enjoying certain things with me but i dont really get sad i just ponder it for a few minutes and continue on. So I know i am not totally detached. But feel alot closer to where  I got to be than ever before.

Does my sense of her low vibration mean anything? because i feel like i might be getting into a higher vibration than her.  For a while ive been telling myself that she is not happy without me ,more in a general sense not in her relationship, is it wrong to be more specific and visualize her not happy in her relationship?
  
now that i have spoken to her and she has affirmed through the way she talked about her job it is clear that she is not feeling happy.  But only in regards to her job i have no proof in regards to the relationship but i still tell myself she is not happy with that either.

Am i manifesting her job situation and unhappiness too?