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..with the girl he's seeing. Just now my friend told me she saw H and her together earlier today walking down the road together..I was kinda thinking they might have stopped seeing each other by now I'm actually ok about it..I mean I can handle it waaay better than hearing that would have made me feel not so long ago. It's just hard sometimes to connect my feeling so connected to him in my head and high vibe-ing with it all, with being told that.. I guess I got to keep telling myself that what's happening now is still a reflection of past thoughts..not give any more thought power to it etc etc? Any other advice?! It's tricky as my friend kept saying how awful he looked and that I'm way out of his league etcetc..I wasn't sure what to say back!
Last edited by Scarlet_Kerouac (7/06/2016 5:57 pm)
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Yeah true Wolf! Thank you for you reply..I think it's definitely a step forward for me that hearing what I heard didn't make me feel hopeless or like crying etc..and really not so long ago it would have. It's a tiny wobble maybe but I still feel confident in myself and my desire just maybe not as solid with it as I felt before I heard that. I guess I just wish she hadn't said anything about it as I don't want my mind to think of anything that conflicts with my desire..if that makes sense..
Last edited by Scarlet_Kerouac (7/06/2016 6:53 pm)
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Also I like what you said about the newspaper..I can definitely visualize a headline about us getting back together.