Hey guys, don't know if you remember me, I haven't really posted in awhile. I've been on a bumpy the last few months (have been on and off with my ex, and found out a month ago he was in a relationship -- when I stopped looking at his Facebook page for two days, she literally disappeared out of sight and we are starting to talk again...funny how that works? Hah). Anyway we were going to meet up again after not seeing each other in three months this past weekend but he got wound up with work engagements so then I flirtingly reminded him that we had our first kiss last July 4th and he replied positively back saying we should "repeat" and we should see the fireworks this year like what we did last year. I couldn't get a definite answer from him if its "on" yet...meanwhile I just found out my sister wants to invite my family over for a BBQ that evening, and I'm sure she would be very upset if I abandoned a family dinner for a boy I haven't even been "regular" with (she doesn't even like him anyway). I'm really torn about how I should feel and what I should do...my friend says I need to let him message me about the fireworks but I also would like to know as soon as possible so I can let my family know what I'm doing. And should I even go? I really want to see him...but I also don't want to be guilt tripped by family for not being with them. Everything is so up in the air right now, and it's driving me crazy not knowing whats going on. Any ideas what I should do?