iinikkii wrote:

Hey! Let's get back to the positive vibes! we all get to create our realities, so we ALL are perceived the way we chose to be perceived! Enough of the tit-for-tat. I'm clearly getting the hang of this! Negative energy just about makes me sick. So yah, let's get back to positive vibes!

Yeah, less negativity, more pig pics.

ChaliceSnowFlower wrote:

iinikkii wrote:

Hey! Let's get back to the positive vibes! we all get to create our realities, so we ALL are perceived the way we chose to be perceived! Enough of the tit-for-tat. I'm clearly getting the hang of this! Negative energy just about makes me sick. So yah, let's get back to positive vibes!

I have not brought any negative energy over here iinikkii. Maybe you should read my posts again with fresh eyes. I don't see what the tit-for-tat you talking about.

Just for the sake of my vibe, I'm just gonna have to step away from responding. Thank you for your interest in helping me, but right now I just need more positive encouragement rather than mockery/sarcasm. I do apologize if that comes off rude. I just have to do what feels best for me

Last edited by iinikkii (7/01/2016 8:58 pm)

holistichealing wrote:

iinikkii wrote:

Hey! Let's get back to the positive vibes! we all get to create our realities, so we ALL are perceived the way we chose to be perceived! Enough of the tit-for-tat. I'm clearly getting the hang of this! Negative energy just about makes me sick. So yah, let's get back to positive vibes!

So what have you been up to these days? Anything new happening in your life? So far I am training for office work and found my dream house. How about you?

Oh man, I've just been living my life to the fullest that I can. Picked up a new hobby of riding bikes, been going hiking, hanging out with my cousin a lot (he's sorta like my best friend). I love sun tanning, and I'm going to the beach next month, so I'm definitely catching some sun cause I look so good when I got my tan on spending more time with family which is always fun! Taking care of myself, making my self look good (hair, clothes, nails) 1.) bc I look good, 2.) it makes me feel good! Just learning about myself and loving myself. Doing things because it feels good to do them. I have finally convinced myself that it IS OK for me to enjoy the journey.

Sanshi wrote:

Yeah, less negativity, more pig pics.

you.are.the.best lol

and iinikkii,
I just want to tell you,
I am VERY VERY PROUD of you and your progress.
It's so nice seeing that you're trying to get back on your feet, living a life, keeping yourself busy, trying to be positive. I think that's very important!
having your new hobbies will always make you feel good and I am very very happy for you girl : )

sending you love and positive energy!! 
xoxo

iinikkii wrote:

piggy720 wrote:

Sanshi wrote:

Yeah, less negativity, more pig pics.

you.are.the.best lol

and iinikkii,
I just want to tell you,
I am VERY VERY PROUD of you and your progress.
It's so nice seeing that you're trying to get back on your feet, living a life, keeping yourself busy, trying to be positive. I think that's very important!
having your new hobbies will always make you feel good and I am very very happy for you girl : )

sending you love and positive energy!! 
xoxo

Thank you piggy.. I really appreciate that! I really do!

Ya know, I'm just trying my best, to be the best me that I can possibly be. I'm done trying to live up to other people's standards as to whether or not it's "good enough". No! No more! I am so proud of myself for all of the insane progress I have made in just a short amount of time. I've taught myself that I MATTER! ME! I've taught myself to love me, to cherish me, to be my own best friend! And honestly, I'm really not sure what else anyone could ask for. I've decided that I will no longer look to ANY outside circumstance to define MY happiness! My happiness is of utter importance to me, and besides, without me being happy with me.. I have nothing to offer anyone anyway. I'm just now getting to know this new me, and I'm eager to develop even more so into an even better version. Not for anyone else, not for a pat on the back, but for me! I have stood beside me through every up and down, through every trial, every celebration.. I've stood by me every step of the way... And for that, I deserve nothing less than to give the very best I can give to ME! ❤️

Now this is what I love to hear. Lately, I have been more interested in the person on here rather than the relationship. It is because I feel self love the most important thing there. I am glad to hear you are becoming your own best friend as this is something I highly encourage. The one relationship that will never end is the one that you have with yourself. So you should treat yourself with great love and respect. Just be happy with who you are and stop worrying about what others think. We are all individuals and all unique, so we should strive to be the best we can.