In that case, I patiently await your success story. 😙

Last edited by Em (7/01/2016 9:55 pm)

All right you all.  STOP IT.  Fighting is not making you manifest anything but more negative. 
Raco.  You totally need to know.  TONIGHT!!!!!! OH MY GOSH I AM FREAKING OUT!!!!!!!
I brought his mom over dinner from this yummy Japanese place.  She had never had it before.  Well my ex lives right next door which really sucks.  Because my son and I fell in love with her.  Sucks that I have had to feel funny and sad about us missing her.  So about a month ago.  My son was crying in not being able to have her in our life and so I called her.  I felt I feel almost 100% better about myself.  Its been since mid of April that I saw him last.  Well he works 3 shift.  So I would figure he would be home most likely sleeping.  I was a little scared he might be seeing someone as I try not to think that.  So I don't focus on it.  Well.  He passed us on the way there.  I don't think his mom told him we were going to be there.  But funny thing.  He came to her house.  Stayed with us hanging on our every word and even tried to be cute in teasing us about things we are doing for fun.  Like he was trying to be cute.  Well you need to know.  I totally look hot.  My hair is gorgeous blonde and long.  Down the middle of my back.  My makeup is perfect, my nails are perfect.  My son looked perfect haircut and all.  You would have to be a moron to not be in love with us both.  He stayed the entire time until I said we have to go.  I did not talk to him much and I kept the conversation simple and did not hang on any word of his.  I wanted him to feel that we were not there for him at all.  Honestly we weren't.  He left the same time we did.  We will go back and continue to see her.  But you need to know.  I talk to her on the phone and boy we can talk about all kinds of good things.  He had to be lost and blown away that we had been talking.  I know its killing him that he is not in the middle of it and is being left out.  But thats ok.  I am focusing on my loa.  I will not date anyone else.  I want him.  We are soulmates.  My loa is that he will be worthy of me and my son's love.  I will not settle.  And as I am not choosing to date anyone but my perfect soulmate.  That is what I am giving to the Universe.  I demand honor, respect.  Being a modest and faithful soulmate is what I am.  And I will be posting on here shortly that we are together and we have created a family of his 3 and my 3.  If you really want a wholesome faithful relationship you need to show the universe that you have the ability and integrity to wait for you love.  Care for yourself.  Be healthy in every way.   Be FREAKING AMAZING LIKE I WAS TONIGHT.  BECAUSE YOU NEED TO KNOW.  I KNOW HE DID A BIG GULP. AND THOUGHT TO HIMSELF.  WOW!!!!!! SHE LOOKS EVEN MORE GORGEOUS THAN I REMEMBER!!!!! I MESSED UP LETTING HER OUT OF MY LIFE.  I KNOW HE FELT IT!!!!!! YOU CANNOT MISS THE ENERGY I GIVE OFF.  I FEEL IT.  THE PEOPLE I WORK WITH FEEL IT.  YOU KNOW WHEN YOU HAVE THAT KIND OF CONFIDENCE.  ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU KNOW YOU ARE UNIQUE.  NO ONE IS YOU BUT YOU.  He could try to replace me.  But that is like comparing coke to pepsi or pepsi to coke.  Only one is the right one for you.  There is NO substitutions.  
The LOA is REAL and if you are dating because you don't trust that the Universe will deliver your soulmate than you need to study some more about it and really live it.  Because taking matters into your own hands with out putting it out there and allowing the loa to work for you.  Don't be desperate.  You will attract far worse than what you had before.  
BE AMAZING.  
LOVE YOU
LOVE EVERYTHING THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN YOU!!!!!!!!
I DESERVE THAT!!!!
I AM WORTH THAT!!!!!
ITS ALREADY MINE, FELT IT FROM HIM TONIGHT.  NOW HE JUST HAS TO HAVE THE COURAGE TO BE THE REAL MAN I KNOW HE IS. 
You have to live the loa if you want it to work for you.  Its not just all talk.  js