I know my vibe will go back to way down. I just need to find a way to not only keep it up, but also find a way to keep having faith without the skepticism.

Any suggestions?

holistichealing wrote:

RollingRock33 wrote:

I know my vibe will go back to way down. I just need to find a way to not only keep it up, but also find a way to keep having faith without the skepticism.

Any suggestions?

Try a more spiritual approach to your journey.

Thank you!! How do i do that? In what respect?

When i think of her i get this anxious feeling in my gut. I can change that IF i do the PW technique. But my mind wanders after and i worry again.

But i can do this!!!! I have to. And i know shes the one for me. I can and will get her back

Last edited by RollingRock33 (6/26/2016 2:41 pm)

You should try also doing meditations regarding healing all the anxiety and fear you hold. Just look it up and figure out which one works best for you. Make sure to do it enough times until you truly feel at ease and relaxed with yourself. For sweet one, you are at your best when you are at peace.

RollingRock33 wrote:

Thanks so much!

Yeah my vibe is already dropping like crazy. I just keep looking out to the current reality and thinking, "really... there's no chance she's coming back. I acted super needy and she said many times within the past few months that she has absolutely no romantic feelings toward me and that she can't see herself with me, and that she's not coming back."

It's hard for me to keep hopeful when the reality is pushing back in my face, guys.

Trying really hard though. I have to find a way to fully believe and to keep the faith. I want her back, and I'm told that I CAN DO IT. So I HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT.

How do I raise my vibraetion again?

Aside from looking up healing meditations, look up sending yourself love to raise your vibration. Also, look up the vibration chart to slowly work your way up from where you are. You will be enjoying this magical and spiritual journey filled with love. If you are depressed you are living in the past, if you are anxious you are living in the future and if you are at peace you are living in the present.

RollingRock33 wrote:

holistichealing wrote:

RollingRock33 wrote:

Thanks so much!

Yeah my vibe is already dropping like crazy. I just keep looking out to the current reality and thinking, "really... there's no chance she's coming back. I acted super needy and she said many times within the past few months that she has absolutely no romantic feelings toward me and that she can't see herself with me, and that she's not coming back."

It's hard for me to keep hopeful when the reality is pushing back in my face, guys.

Trying really hard though. I have to find a way to fully believe and to keep the faith. I want her back, and I'm told that I CAN DO IT. So I HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT.

How do I raise my vibraetion again?

Aside from looking up healing meditations, look up sending yourself love to raise your vibration. Also, look up the vibration chart to slowly work your way up from where you are. You will be enjoying this magical and spiritual journey filled with love. If you are depressed you are living in the past, if you are anxious you are living in the future and if you are at peace you are living in the present.

Thank you so much! So her sister texted me, telling me i did hurt her somehow recently. So i texted her (the girl this time), asking if I've wronged her or hurt her in any way, and she told me, "yup. Not talking to you. Im having a good day so leave me the **** alone"

I replied, "
Okay. If thats whatll make you happy then ill do that.  I am SO sorry for hurting you. **** i hate this feeling. Like, ive never felt so bad since Ashburn (where i met her last time i found i fucked up so badly)

In respecting your wishes. But please... please let me know what ive done sometime after you come back home from the beach. This pain
is almost unnaturally heart-tearing"

Left it at that. Good day eh?

So I'm not sure what to do about the next step here. I already broke NC after one day because of what her sister sent me

I see, well you should really try to pull yourself out of that painful rut. It is what screws you up, speaking from experience. My anxiety and fears got in the way of my relationships because I let it. Right now, my family and I are really messed up. They see me as a bad person, but it is because I let my fears and anxiety get the best of me. So I am trying to heal that situation.