holistichealing wrote:

@RR33: The number 33 means you are where your mind believes to be. It means you have reached wherever it is you were trying to reach. Now my calling as of right now is to spread the message of self love. Someone who loves themselves would not torture themselves by putting all there effort into someone who is not them.

Just walk away from her for a long while and work on yourself, dedicate yourself to you. You seem lost, I see you roaming I circles, confused and stuck. You know what you want, now let it go and let the universe do the rest. Work on yourself entirely, the age of love has risen. Surrender to all forms of anxiety. Find your inner zen.

I give you love and compassion. I give you my truest blessings. Oh dear one, the pain will go away. Smile your most wonderful smile, you are a great person. *strokes your cheek* I am a nurtured who loves everyone around her. So dear one do not hurt yourself anymore. Just love yourself the best that you can. I have been reading your posts for awhile and I sense your pain. But everything will be fine, of you just listen to what I say.

I speak from experience sweet one. I have suffered from really bad anxiety and it affected me everywhere in my life. I just wanted the feeling to leave me, I wanted to stop crying and panicking. So I chose the peaceful path and my beloved, he is still with me no matter what. I just wanted to feel good and loved by me.

Thank you so SO much for the kind words. I know myself and I CANNOT GIVE UP. SHE'S THE ONE AND I HAVE TO BELIEVE IN THIS!!!!!!!

I love myself, but I need to find a way to not rely on her for happinesss!! Also because I can't take this  pain anymore!! I need to find happiness within myself!!!! I'm just so damn scared that maybe this doesn't work, or maybe I can't attract her back (some people say it can be done and some say it can't. Like, I can't see how the ideas about attracting an ex can be different - that makes me more convinced it's not real... this stuff...)

Why am I so damn skeptical?! I want to believe!!!!

@Cherished, thank you so ******* much (I don't mean that rudely. I really mean thank you. I just put "*******" to emphasize. Really, THANK YOU SO MUCH - both of you.) 

I saw that. And they CAN'T JUST BE COINCIDENCES> Let's say the last 4 of her number were (it's not this, but...) 4927. The person's was "7294". 

So if I can see the LoA working, why the hell can't I just fully believe this? Why is my mind so damn set on writiing it off as a coincidence? I mean, I'm the only one in my family who's not opposite-end-of-the-"pure-bible"-spectrum - my father and everyone else in may family are so stuck up their own arses, convinced there's no God. But i know there's a god. Maybe it's genetic,  but I'm just so skeptical by nature and I want it to stop! I want it to BELIEVE SO BADLY!!!!!! I almost can't take just how badly I want to believe!! It's so overbearing!!

I know I said it before, but if she's playing so distant now, what good would contacting her do now? I have to let her be, otherwise, even if the LoA were fake, would just make things worse... I need to keep myself away form talking to her.

And "If you can, you have the chance of getting her back. Yes?" - skeptically, and if this stuff is made up? Absolutely ******* not at all. If the LoA is real? Then YES I CAN!!!!!!!!!

I just need to stop being skeptical. It's hurting me. I've seen SO MUCH PROOF THAT THE LoA EXISTS!! Why can't I just believe it, fully, already?


But really, Cherished, HH, (and whomever else posts after this), thank you SO SO SO SO much!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to change beliefs, and find myself again, and I need to do that soon. This pain is more unbearable, than words can even BEGIN to express.

Thank you SO SO SO SO SO much you guys...

And no matter what happens, no matter what she says, my gut says to stick with it, despite the fear. This is MY LIFE. I want to be happy. And even if this is the wrong way to look at it, getting her back will make me happy, so that's what I HAVE to do. 
But before I even begin to attract her back, I need to find happiness upon myself and I need to STOP BEING SO DESPERATE FOR HER AFFECTION!!!!


Thank you. SO SO much guys.

The way you do it is to start by trying to relax. You can't get anywhere until you stop contacting her. The reason everyone has advised for you to stop is because it truly is your only option. You have to remove your energy from her in order for her to feel your absence and want you back. See how it works?

So. Let's focus on things we can do to make sure you don't reach out to her. How can we as a forum step up and try to help you curb that habit? Your future success depends on your ability to STOP communicating with her. How r u feeling about that today?

Sanshi wrote:

Cherished wrote:

So. Let's focus on things we can do to make sure you don't reach out to her. How can we as a forum step up and try to help you curb that habit? Your future success depends on your ability to STOP communicating with her. How r u feeling about that today?

That was post number 333. That has to be a sign that you should listen to what Cherished just wrote.

Very good call!;)

She saw my snapchat story (didnt even think about that) - and for some reason it made me feel good!

Something in my gut tells me that she's on her way back despite all this hell. I just need to stay positive and have faith!! I created this nonesense, so i can manifest her loving me again! I know i can do this! I have no physical signs or anything showing me it'll happen, but my gut feels very strongly about it. I CAN DO THIS.

RollingRock33 wrote:

 I have no physical signs or anything showing me it'll happen, but my gut feels very strongly about it. I CAN DO THIS.

That's the clue about this whole LoA thing. You have to believe it first and then the evidences show up, not the other way around. Hold this vibe. That's the way to go.