Hmmmm

Heres what im seeing from your posts...

So you are vibrating high at times which is why you feel no resistance and then you feel confident to take action. But as soon as you do that..you are now again in "waiting" period. You are now waiting to see IF he will respond. And if it takes long then you wonder and make assumptions such as..."he didnt seem interested"

Thats a sign right there that you are not stable enough in your vibration to take any "action". Because it starts to rock your boat. I would suggest taking a week to just focus on feeling better. Feeling relief. Even if that means anger. Because thats higher on the scale than depression. Just reach for relief...now and now and now.

The power is always in the NOW. So how are you feeling NOW? No, not when you think of your text to him YESTERDAY. Because that is the past...and if you FEEL the past...you recreate it in the future. One moment has nothing to do with another. Its a totally different reality. If you think FEELINGLY of the "future" you create it in the NOW. So basically there is no past or future...there is only NOW. If you feel anxious about your text or sad or hopelss or any negative emotion then you are creating it in your present reality.

I have said this to you before aswell....your emotions are mainly tied in response to his behaviour. HIS mood. HIS replies. HIS feelings. When its the other way around. Your emotions can 100% predict his behaviour if you only just let go and relax.....

Like i said maybe just a break and stop all thoughts about him. He is not going anywhere in a week. You will get back to him. But dont fool yourself....energy is all there is. That **** is everywhere and is everything lol so you cant fool energy. You cant fool conciousness. If you cant take the break yet then prepare yoursef to take the break. But please take atleast a week to get your focus off of him.

Put allllllllllllll that focus and loving energy back onto yourself! If you really are a bad ass ***** like you say then why the heck should his lack of response (maybe he was busy maybe he really does want to go but you are ******* it up with your energy) make you feel bad? Oh ******* well!!!!!!! His loss!!!!! Not yours my darling!!!!!!!!! No human is worth NO ONE is worth you sitting around and feeling bad.

Take care of you! Do you! Be you! That poor soul has no idea what is coming for him. He will be eating from your hands! Let go! Relax! Take back your power and control! Stop trying to wipe away the reflection without changing the person looking in the mirror. Cuz thats just dumb. And you are not dumb. You are a magnificient creator!

Cotton wrote:

Hmmmm

Heres what im seeing from your posts...

So you are vibrating high at times which is why you feel no resistance and then you feel confident to take action. But as soon as you do that..you are now again in "waiting" period. You are now waiting to see IF he will respond. And if it takes long then you wonder and make assumptions such as..."he didnt seem interested"

Thats a sign right there that you are not stable enough in your vibration to take any "action". Because it starts to rock your boat. I would suggest taking a week to just focus on feeling better. Feeling relief. Even if that means anger. Because thats higher on the scale than depression. Just reach for relief...now and now and now.

The power is always in the NOW. So how are you feeling NOW? No, not when you think of your text to him YESTERDAY. Because that is the past...and if you FEEL the past...you recreate it in the future. One moment has nothing to do with another. Its a totally different reality. If you think FEELINGLY of the "future" you create it in the NOW. So basically there is no past or future...there is only NOW. If you feel anxious about your text or sad or hopelss or any negative emotion then you are creating it in your present reality.

I have said this to you before aswell....your emotions are mainly tied in response to his behaviour. HIS mood. HIS replies. HIS feelings. When its the other way around. Your emotions can 100% predict his behaviour if you only just let go and relax.....

Like i said maybe just a break and stop all thoughts about him. He is not going anywhere in a week. You will get back to him. But dont fool yourself....energy is all there is. That **** is everywhere and is everything lol so you cant fool energy. You cant fool conciousness. If you cant take the break yet then prepare yoursef to take the break. But please take atleast a week to get your focus off of him.

Put allllllllllllll that focus and loving energy back onto yourself! If you really are a bad ass ***** like you say then why the heck should his lack of response (maybe he was busy maybe he really does want to go but you are ******* it up with your energy) make you feel bad? Oh ******* well!!!!!!! His loss!!!!! Not yours my darling!!!!!!!!! No human is worth NO ONE is worth you sitting around and feeling bad.

Take care of you! Do you! Be you! That poor soul has no idea what is coming for him. He will be eating from your hands! Let go! Relax! Take back your power and control! Stop trying to wipe away the reflection without changing the person looking in the mirror. Cuz thats just dumb. And you are not dumb. You are a magnificient creator!

Well Hell! Welcome back! Yeap my emotions ARE all over the place.. I am honry and missing my man in bed and more so ready to get out and enjoy summer doing couples things.

But when I saw your post from Costa Rica to now getting married I am not even going to lie to you I was happy jealous...for the obvious im sure but wanted more of you because you were where i was low before Costa Rica and then BAM...IM GETTING MARRIED YA'LL.

Thank you for that, yes I will give it a week or so. I got a few things going on outside of him that I put my finger on so I am totally all over the place.

I can honestly say my emotions are still attached to his at times because im inpatient but Cherished already pointed out to me that my impatience is my fault and not his...so I will take accountability for that.

Anyway...im actually glad you gave me lip service, now I can read about his trip to you and THENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN THE PROPOSAL. You left us hanging girl...SPILL IT!

SydneysMommy wrote:

Cotton wrote:

Hmmmm

Heres what im seeing from your posts...

So you are vibrating high at times which is why you feel no resistance and then you feel confident to take action. But as soon as you do that..you are now again in "waiting" period. You are now waiting to see IF he will respond. And if it takes long then you wonder and make assumptions such as..."he didnt seem interested"

Thats a sign right there that you are not stable enough in your vibration to take any "action". Because it starts to rock your boat. I would suggest taking a week to just focus on feeling better. Feeling relief. Even if that means anger. Because thats higher on the scale than depression. Just reach for relief...now and now and now.

The power is always in the NOW. So how are you feeling NOW? No, not when you think of your text to him YESTERDAY. Because that is the past...and if you FEEL the past...you recreate it in the future. One moment has nothing to do with another. Its a totally different reality. If you think FEELINGLY of the "future" you create it in the NOW. So basically there is no past or future...there is only NOW. If you feel anxious about your text or sad or hopelss or any negative emotion then you are creating it in your present reality.

I have said this to you before aswell....your emotions are mainly tied in response to his behaviour. HIS mood. HIS replies. HIS feelings. When its the other way around. Your emotions can 100% predict his behaviour if you only just let go and relax.....

Like i said maybe just a break and stop all thoughts about him. He is not going anywhere in a week. You will get back to him. But dont fool yourself....energy is all there is. That **** is everywhere and is everything lol so you cant fool energy. You cant fool conciousness. If you cant take the break yet then prepare yoursef to take the break. But please take atleast a week to get your focus off of him.

Put allllllllllllll that focus and loving energy back onto yourself! If you really are a bad ass ***** like you say then why the heck should his lack of response (maybe he was busy maybe he really does want to go but you are ******* it up with your energy) make you feel bad? Oh ******* well!!!!!!! His loss!!!!! Not yours my darling!!!!!!!!! No human is worth NO ONE is worth you sitting around and feeling bad.

Take care of you! Do you! Be you! That poor soul has no idea what is coming for him. He will be eating from your hands! Let go! Relax! Take back your power and control! Stop trying to wipe away the reflection without changing the person looking in the mirror. Cuz thats just dumb. And you are not dumb. You are a magnificient creator!

Well Hell! Welcome back! Yeap my emotions ARE all over the place.. I am honry and missing my man in bed and more so ready to get out and enjoy summer doing couples things.

But when I saw your post from Costa Rica to now getting married I am not even going to lie to you I was happy jealous...for the obvious im sure but wanted more of you because you were where i was low before Costa Rica and then BAM...IM GETTING MARRIED YA'LL.

Thank you for that, yes I will give it a week or so. I got a few things going on outside of him that I put my finger on so I am totally all over the place.

I can honestly say my emotions are still attached to his at times because im inpatient but Cherished already pointed out to me that my impatience is my fault and not his...so I will take accountability for that.

Anyway...im actually glad you gave me lip service, now I can read about his trip to you and THENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN THE PROPOSAL. You left us hanging girl...SPILL IT!

 

Hehe. The trip went really well. Amazing. Earth shattering...if you know what i mean lol. Beyond my wildest dreams......

Ah

Okay but....but...hear me when i say this okay......all that is amazing BUT i feel even more amazing about myself! He is so lucky to have me! I just feel so much bliss and he adds to it in a wonderful way but i dont miss his presence when hes away. On the other hand he is absoultely smitten by me and is making arrangments to permanently move to where i live. Saying and doing all the things that at one point in my life i was desperate for. Ew! How pathetic!

You have to tell him mentally....hey there gorgeous....i do love you very much but i need to tend to myself for a week atleast. I am taking me on a vacation. I am makinglove to me. I am romancing me. I am surprising me. I am adoring me. I am trying to get to know me better. And when i have completely fallen in love with myself you are welcome to join (at which point not just him but almost every man will come flocking towards you) me. Because yes, this is all about me. And you are just a creation of MY conciousness. So i am not allowing you or any man anymore to make me feel less than. Thank you very much for the lessons taught.

Okay? Now go and be you! And tell us a success story about how finally YOU came back to YOU!!!!!!!

Gross as in my desperation was pathetic. His behaviour is beautiful! ;)

Okay see you in a week! I am sending positive energy towards you!

Cotton wrote:

Hmmmm

Heres what im seeing from your posts...

So you are vibrating high at times which is why you feel no resistance and then you feel confident to take action. But as soon as you do that..you are now again in "waiting" period. You are now waiting to see IF he will respond. And if it takes long then you wonder and make assumptions such as..."he didnt seem interested"

Thats a sign right there that you are not stable enough in your vibration to take any "action". Because it starts to rock your boat. I would suggest taking a week to just focus on feeling better. Feeling relief. Even if that means anger. Because thats higher on the scale than depression. Just reach for relief...now and now and now.

The power is always in the NOW. So how are you feeling NOW? No, not when you think of your text to him YESTERDAY. Because that is the past...and if you FEEL the past...you recreate it in the future. One moment has nothing to do with another. Its a totally different reality. If you think FEELINGLY of the "future" you create it in the NOW. So basically there is no past or future...there is only NOW. If you feel anxious about your text or sad or hopelss or any negative emotion then you are creating it in your present reality.

I have said this to you before aswell....your emotions are mainly tied in response to his behaviour. HIS mood. HIS replies. HIS feelings. When its the other way around. Your emotions can 100% predict his behaviour if you only just let go and relax.....

Like i said maybe just a break and stop all thoughts about him. He is not going anywhere in a week. You will get back to him. But dont fool yourself....energy is all there is. That **** is everywhere and is everything lol so you cant fool energy. You cant fool conciousness. If you cant take the break yet then prepare yoursef to take the break. But please take atleast a week to get your focus off of him.

Put allllllllllllll that focus and loving energy back onto yourself! If you really are a bad ass ***** like you say then why the heck should his lack of response (maybe he was busy maybe he really does want to go but you are ******* it up with your energy) make you feel bad? Oh ******* well!!!!!!! His loss!!!!! Not yours my darling!!!!!!!!! No human is worth NO ONE is worth you sitting around and feeling bad.

Take care of you! Do you! Be you! That poor soul has no idea what is coming for him. He will be eating from your hands! Let go! Relax! Take back your power and control! Stop trying to wipe away the reflection without changing the person looking in the mirror. Cuz thats just dumb. And you are not dumb. You are a magnificient creator!

OMG COTTON!!! YOU HIT IT RIGHT ON THE HEAD!! YOU ACTUALLY SPOKE TO ME AS WELL!! THANK YOU!!!