I feel very inspired to write this right now so here we go...



Lately, I've been focusing on going up the Emotional Guidance Scale. It took a while to reach hopefulness and leave frustration behind, and the next stop on my journey was optimism. After a depressing time, I knew it would be great to have optimism again.

So what have I been doing since mid-April? Anything that feels good in my body, mind, heart and spirit - anything that helps me feel as if I'm moving up the Emotional Guidance Scale. Here's mostly what I've been up to:

1. Exercising (burpees, lifting weights, shadowboxing) and enjoying the feeling of positive energy in my body.

2. Working with better-feeling thoughts to release resistance on subjects like love and career (focus blocks).

3. Reading up on metaphysics, spirituality, and anything that inspires me. I've especially gotten back into reading up on Tantra, Hinduism, and Eckhart Tolle's Power of Now.

4. Enjoying the company of my family and friends (Persephone lol). 

5. Watching great movies at night (The Goldbergs, Risky Business and Scarface lol) and playing some of my old favorite video games (Vice City and Vice City Stories).

6. Thinking thoughts of self-appreciation and self-love.

7. Enjoying time in nature.

8. Meditating on stuck emotional blocks, meditating on self-acceptance and energy release.

9. Enjoying new ideas for my short stories.

10. Enjoying all of my favorite music.



With the exception of focus blocks, I didn't really focus on what I wanted at all because I didn't feel like I'm in the right place for it yet. I still felt bad whenever I focused on what I wanted. So I simply did what felt right to me like above to keep going up the Emotional Guidance Scale.

Today, I finally tapped into optimism after staying in hopefulness for a while. I was meditating a lot and doing Neo-Tantra exercises (breathing sexual energy into the body and being present in the body, finding love and appreciation for yourself and your life, being present and conscious of love). And in the midst of that, I felt like I was on a speeding yacht of positive energy moving across the ocean of the world.



Ok, I know this might sound nuts, but it's how I feel. I feel like a rock star! I feel like there's a powerful electric current of positive energy running through me. I felt unconditional love, personal power, ecstasy, joy,creativity, a state of flow with the combined fluidity of passion and grace. Everything seems so beautiful and I feel like I created it all aons ago. I feel like I'm in this body, I am me, but I am also everything else, I'm God too watching with delight at this really cool world I created a long time ago. It's like I'm a kid again, but also more of the man I truly am if that makes sense. Take a look at this commercial, this is what it feels like:





But anyway, here's what I feel really inspired to share with you because this is what I'm feeling right now:

1. You are loved - It's so amazing and soothing and exciting, the Universe has so much love for you no matter who you are. We are all made of this love energy.

2. You are powerful. There's a lot more to us than meets the eye and it feels so wonderful. You may not realize it yet but you will. You still have so much power within yourself. We all do.

3. Don't be afraid of your fears. It's all part of the journey, it's OK to experience fear and doubt, it's OK to have tough times and go through challenges. Just accept your fears, they are a part of you and once you accept them instead of denying them or resisting them, it will be easier for you to feel whole again. Fears are also mirages. They're not real but they are at the same time because we believe it to be real. Fears are like our kids - we brought a child into this world, gave it a horrifying Halloween mask, and we confuse the child with a terrifying masked killer. Look deeper, and you'll see that you're both the parent and the child here, the killer and the victim. No, the fear just is and we make it worse by our own judgements, especially our judgements about ourselves. So just accept them as they are and you'll see all the love again. Take off the mask and you'll see the happy kid that is also you. That's the power of love and acceptance, and by accepting our fears and following our inspiration anyway, we open ourselves to greater acceptance.

Funny enough, this is kind of a manifestation in itself because I've really wanted to delve deeper into spiritual and mystical experiences of connection to Self and God for a while now.

I know the analogies and mystical world view might seem confusing to some of you right now, but it's the best way I can describe what I'm feeling now. For Harry Potter fans out there, this is what it feels like:



Yeah, gettin' some love...from the Universe...also from Yourself....realizing all the Love that was inside you all along...And it doesn't last for a moment, so far it's lasted all day long...

And this part's really good. Remember before when I said I could never focus on what I want when I was feeling low? Now that I feel pure positive energy, it's so much easier to practice the thought of having my desire, it feels inspired. And as icing on the cake, something I've desired for months, something I had a lot of resistance and limiting beliefs about, finally happened as this great, powerful feeling of positive energy took over.

And this part is the best of all - you will simply know and be inspired to believe that all things are working out for you. Imagine you've traveled across the galaxy to a new planet, it's strange, mysterious, but it draws you in, it feels oddly familiar like home. And there are people here in the luscious greenery - your old family and friends and loved ones that you love so much - and they wonder what took you so long to get here. And you see them with unconditional love, no past, no future, only the Now. That's what the Vortex feels like or at least what I'm feeling right now - a reunion with all the love and positive energy in the world. I probably won't stay here forever, but now I know I'm closer to where I want to be, and I'll put this positive energy to good use.

Now, here are some songs to describe the feeling I have:



















 

Last edited by Colonel Roosevelt (6/23/2016 5:28 pm)