My mom is sending me upstate with my grandfather this Friday. I attracted this though, it is hard to cooperate in a negative household. The energy here sucks even though I was spoiled here. But there is such lack in human communication on a true level. If I do go upstate at least I will be in nature. Probably will have better focus on my spiritual journey.

As for my beloved, he will be fine. He will be working upstate for a business trip soon anyway. Besides I am still in the state. I always wanted to live away from the city with him. Trying to be positive and things. I am not sure if I am really going or not though. I know apart of me felt the need to flee from the city, so that could have attracted this scenario as well. But sweet ones I will rest now. Have the sweetest of dreams.