Susie, thanks for the feedback..im having a hard time with the visualizations..every time i do them i start thinking of other things..its hard for me to visualize...soo it becomes difficult in this regard..and i dont want anyone else..he waas home to me and what i needed in a man.. any other ideas othr than visualizing that couldhelp?

You could try scripting?  Just writing out how your day went with him, that kind of thing?  Ideally though, you have to be home to yourself Etsy.  Be happy without him first. Maybe thing about how it was when you first attracted each other, how were you back then? What was good between you?  So, just think about the happy times, (0nly if it doesn't get emotional), it should be happy emotions you feel when you think about these times.  Prepare for him coming back.  Is your double bed ready and organised?  Are you being the best version of yourself you can be?

Susie thanks for the feedback
When I first met him i met him outside by apartment building not paying attention. I was out and doing laundry...and he approached me from his vehicle. Then I met him at a wedding a couple months later and he was dating an acquaintance but when they broke up he approached me again at a lecture we both attended. And I was just open to whatever.. if i met someone i would if i didn't i wouldn't. So when i met him i was working two jobs and exhausted and was open to whatever god or the universe had in store for me.

We were inseperable when we first met. We broke up because i guess i always made him feel uncomfortable and then at some point he started to do this with me.

My bed is half empty yes, and my closet is half empty, i cleaned out my apt as if i was living with him.

any advice would be helpful...
its been six months and i did the challenge and nothing.