I thought I was doing well on the 25 day challenge. I thought I was moving forward. I felt good and made new friends. And, then yesterday I notice on his FB (which I swear I rarely look at) and a girl who I don't know had posted something about being with him at 1:00am, about 2 weeks prior, and it sent me on a mild spiral. Which shows how unsuccessful I've been. 

That being said I am just going to focus on me for the time being. I'm packing up my bags and dog after work today and we are headed to the beach (what doesn't heal like salt and sand) - I'm a huge audio book lover and would love a new audio book for the drive.

I want something inspiring that will make me laugh or feel good about myself. I am open to any recommendations. I've listen to a lot of LOA books but sometimes when I listen to them I think about how I can apply it to get him back and I don't want to do that.

I'm going to take the weekend off and start the 25 days challenge over again. I'm also truly doing NC. I see my ex about once a week and we have one or two instance of chit chat. But, I'm not going to talk to him unless he initiates. I'll be positive and bubbly (my normal self) but I'm going to keep my distance from him for the time being.

But back to the books- what do you got for me?