An update with me and my bestfriend, our relationship is so much better now, the vibe of our conversations are full of wanting to reconcile again unlike before when it was all hate. You're videos and forums have helped me a lot. Not only with my best friend, I also managed to enter my dream university!! finally!! 2016 is such a great year. 

Me and my best friend had been talking more lately, last week she sent this message to me and even though I kinda know and feel that she's been missing me this had me doubting for a while. Can you please help me understand what this means? I've prayed for it but just need to hear it from someone so that I could have a peace of mind. 

Here's the message: (excuse the curse words hehe) Hays 
How ******* dumb am i I wasted all the efforts of somone who don't usually does this kind of stuffs
 It strucked me I ******* realized how i mess things up Im a mess 
Theres nothing i could do. I cant turn back to time and fix things. All i can say is it's over and u cant change history Is it too dramatic And i cant*
 Theres one thing left that haz to be done. 
To forgive. And i did that. So when we part ways(we did), u'll have a fresh start in ur lyf and begin taking again the long road down there wth much mre crazy thngs stuff. Ull meet someone better than me and i say i am truly grateful that u became part of moi life Hehe 😂☺ loveyou  =13pxMwah

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - I cried after reading this, it was a mixed emotion of joy that she had been thinking about me and misses me (she said after that message that she miss me) and of sadness that she didn't asked to get back together immediately. I told her that I've forgiven her but I couldn't say that I wanted to start again, I just said I'm always just here. I couldn't say it because it might sound from a place of needing. Can you please understand and find hope with what just happened?

Thank you guys! It would mean a lot.

Last edited by Safety Pin (6/17/2016 10:04 am)