my story
I went to his parents last night for Sunday dinner. It’s my sixth time going and I feel like a part of his family. I helped his mom in the kitchen and his sister consistently told me how happy I make him. Whenever I match wits with his brother he grabs my hand under the table and whispers in my ear that I’m the best thing that has ever happened to him.
We are planning a trip in early December for a cruise. It’s slightly last minute but there are some great deals out there and we both have vacation time we have to use by the end of the year. I’m going to talk to him about taking a European trip next summer.
There is this certainty to our relationship now, that I am so grateful for. I’m never sure whose house I’ll be sleeping at (mine or his) but I know wherever we’ll be together. He knows he’s going to be my date for my friends wedding in the Spring. And, I’m invited to his family reunion in March.
He’s happy to do the cooking when I have a meeting. And, no matter who cooks we do the dishes together. We pick one night a week to stay in. To come straight home from work and eat together and cuddle together, maybe watch a movie or netflix. Just hide from the world for a few hours.
At night when he thinks I’m asleep he kisses my temple and whispers in my ear that he loves me. We say this now- The Love word about 100 times a day it seems. We end conversations with it. We say it after the other has done something to make to make us laugh. We use it to win arguments… “I didn’t remember to buy paper towels, but remember you love me!” But it’s when he says it at night that it goes straight to my heart.  Because it’s not said out of reflex or in good humor. It’s said with pure compassion.
 

today he sent messages all day just to remind me how much he loves me and just can't wait to be my man.

insane!!!!!!! 

I'm loving it : the self confidence, the faith, the knowing - it always baffled me how things work out when I stop worrying about them: of course he was crazy about me all along, of course he was thinking about me and wondering how I felt this whole time - of course he longed for me and was just waiting for the right time...

All this time I was wasting, worrying, speculating and being outside of myself because I wanted to know, I wanted to be in control, I wanted it to happen when I wanted it to because I'd only believe it when I'd see it..  it used to annoy me how people would talk about timing because it would make me feel so powerless : what do you mean the universe timing - who is this universe anyway and why is he delaying my stuff???

I didn't realize the power in surrendering, the power in knowing something was meant to happen just because I believed so - and I could just enjoy myself in anticipation without worrying about the details because as soon as you ask - it is automatically given.

Sometimes I catch him looking at me exactly the way I used to picture it : gratitude, love and that little smirk he has when he's secretly acknowledging how lucky he is .... and I smile within myself because in reality I could never give up because in my heart of heart I knew...

Of course he was crazy about me all along, of course he was thinking about me and wondering how I felt this whole time - of course he longed for me and was just waiting for the right time... He was waiting for me.

Here is my story;
G and I are in a committed, loving, and evolving relationship that brings us both deep joy and happiness.  We are so deeply connected that we can read each other's energy and we are there for each other to listen and support one another in all situations.  We have a deep friendship and enjoy having fun and laughing together. We are deeply romantic and believe in the beauty of our partnership.  This is a bond that goes beyond this 3D reality.  We are twin flame lovers.  We are bonded in truth and create a safe space for each of us to come home to.  We are individuals in a relationship that thrives.  I don't take things personally because I know he has my back and I am healing past wounds in the safety of our bond.  As he is as well.  It is a sacred partnership and I am deeply grateful every day for it. 

today we spent the day together and it was so cool! we went to the movies and honestly i cant tell a word about it because all we did was kiss, kiss, kiss!!! then we had a great lunch at subway and went home were we chatted and had some netflix chill...it felt so goooooooooood!!!