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rosetinted · 6/09/2016 2:47 am

I'm really needing somewhere to vent as I'm so frustrated and starting to think my blocks and limiting beliefs are just too much for me to overcome.

I've messed up, I broke no contact and text him again. That's two texts in a month while he's been away on his adventures in the wild. I don't know if he's back I don't know when he's back. I want to call him and it's almost like hearing no no you can't makes me want to do it more.

I see these amazing success stories happening and I'm starting to think maybe it's not for me.

I've been positive this month he's been away, I've been working on my business, spending times with family and friends. And now im annoyed he hasn't been round I'm annoyed he hasn't been in touch I'm beating myself up right now like crazy fit contacting him.

As now everyone will probably agree I'm back at square one.

Perhaps I need to just vent this and once it's cleared something amazing will happen. In the past few days I've just really felt like giving up and retreating into myself, accepting he doesn't care and I've imagined he does.

My heart feels broken, I'm annoyed at myself and don't know if I have the energy to start from square one again. Been doing PW on him every day for a month now and I'm assuming I've ruined all that process too.

Really lost my faith here. Tough love on myself isn't working, I'm just annoyed I'm going to have to start from scratch when all I want to do is call him and say 'oh good you're alive then'

Please be gentle with me I'm criticising myself like crazy. What an idiot. Maybe this stuff just doesn't work as well for me. I think I'm wired wrong. It works for a bit but never with the BIG asks. Feel like the universe hates me.

I know...

Scarlet Angel · 6/09/2016 4:04 am

You are not on square one. It's ok If it happened forgiving oneself is very important. You have been positive since so long and now just got a bit out of alignment. That's all bring back yourself. Relax
Remember it's ask and given. Universe is answering all the time. So just be conscious about your thoughts. I am a complete Abraham follower. If you can hold your desire for at least 17 secs it is yours guaranteed. You are just sending out vibrations all the time. So be positive about your desire.
Self love is extremely important. Don't blame yourself. No one can be superior than you. You have to put yourself at pedestal. Once you love yourself. Everything else will love you like crazy.

rosetinted · 6/09/2016 8:18 am

Scarlet Angel wrote:
You are not on square one. It's ok If it happened forgiving oneself is very important. You have been positive since so long and now just got a bit out of alignment. That's all bring back yourself. Relax
Remember it's ask and given. Universe is answering all the time. So just be conscious about your thoughts. I am a complete Abraham follower. If you can hold your desire for at least 17 secs it is yours guaranteed. You are just sending out vibrations all the time. So be positive about your desire.
Self love is extremely important. Don't blame yourself. No one can be superior than you. You have to put yourself at pedestal. Once you love yourself. Everything else will love you like crazy.

Thanks so much for your response xx

Scarlet Angel · 6/09/2016 8:31 am

I too feel like you sometimes. But I remember universe so extraordinary it delivers anything which may seem impossible to us.

Creeeeestal · 6/09/2016 1:25 pm

Don't beat yourself up!! That's the worst thing you can do to yourself. Always be kind to yourself! I have to remember that too when I have my moments. It's perfectly ok to vent! Go on and vent! Let it all out! Cry if you have to. Consider crying as letting go of resistance. So when I'm crying about my circumstances, I'll say out loud "I'm releasing resistance." That way your crying has a purpose and it's helping you get to your desire. I think this mindset has helped me the most.

rosetinted · 6/09/2016 2:09 pm

Creeeeestal wrote:
Don't beat yourself up!! That's the worst thing you can do to yourself. Always be kind to yourself! I have to remember that too when I have my moments. It's perfectly ok to vent! Go on and vent! Let it all out! Cry if you have to. Consider crying as letting go of resistance. So when I'm crying about my circumstances, I'll say out loud "I'm releasing resistance." That way your crying has a purpose and it's helping you get to your desire. I think this mindset has helped me the most.

I think I will try that as I've been sobbing lol, I'm really hard on myself for bad days as I've been as low as a human can get in my lifetime. I'm really frustrated at the moment and impatient and that's the honest truth, I'm pissed off at non magical instant manifestations, I'm annoyed at myself more than anything, for seeing great things happen to others doing the same as me and it never fully manifesting for me. I'm hoping if I can get this out shout it out cry it out it will go away.

I want to believe the miraculous can happen for me too. I'm just tired.

It's crazy to think it works for everyone but me, THAT'S crazy.

Love to you all
X

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