Hello everyone. I want to tell you my story in hopes someone can make me see my path.
My boyfriend broke up with me a month and a half ago, It was a friendly breakup and he wanted to stay friends because he always felt I was his best friend and didn't want me to be gone from his life, and we hang out with the same group of friends. On my side I was devastated because I always thought we were such a good match for each other. So after the breakup I spiraled into a big depression and didn't want to accept that it was over, so I searched and searched online for some hope and found Veronica and this site.

I immediately started doing visualizations and Pw and Bw and was amazed because I think I was able to get him to text me several times, not the exact words. But him wanting us to watch some shows together as it was our thing to do as a couple, and him complaining I wasn't very talkative. (?)
Everytime we hung out with our friends he ended up hugging me very tight saying goodbye, and I always felt the same attraction as ever, but felt at the same time he was making a conscious effort to not get too close to me. One day he even admited he was very attracted to me, and we shouldnt be alone because something was bound to happen and If we broke up that isn't supposed to happen. This friday I made dinner for my friends and he came, we were having so much fun but in the end when they were leaving for some reason he didn't hug me as usual and he seemed very distant. I smiled and didn't say a thing but it's been a week since we talked and this NEVER happened. I'm trying my best to feel happy, but when I catch myself with thoughts of him. my troat and chest hurt so much and I feel so down. I have this feeling hes also missing me so bad that it's physically affecting me and thats no good. What do you think I should do?