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I decided to do this challenge and I am extremely determined to do it. I bought the book but I didn't completely dedicate myself to it. I have the time now and I'm so excited haha.
I started on June 1st. So far I feel a lot better about everything. I manifested free tickets to the Joyce Manor concert tomorrow and I'm extremely happy about that!
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down 3 : I had a little down fall and stalked his ex gfs instagram and saw that he had commented on ome of her picturea. nothing flirry but it still upset me. I slept it off I had told my best friend before falling asleep that enough was enough and then I woke up to a message from him! I have slowly come to realize that this is all about me and that I am the prize not him.
Last edited by jenn (6/03/2016 1:02 pm)
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Hey! Good job with those tickets!! You are right, YOU are the prize!! Keep focusing on that. Try not to check his fb or instagram, it will only leave you upset. Live as if everything you have is happening now, you would have no reason to check his profile if he was with you, right? You are amazing and can have anything you desire, nothing is too great unless you feel that to be true. I have been in your shoes. I seem to have no problem attracting my guy back, I have a problem keeping him because of my insecurities. I had to accept that I keep attracting this break up and focus on loving myself. You can do this! I'm rooting for you!!! Good luck!!!
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I am on day 6 and we have had small conversations for nearly every day. he stops replying most of the time but that doesn't bother me like it used to. Last night I had a bad night because I saw that he is still pretty good friends with his ex girlfriend ( he dated her after dating me )
I have noticed that I am very on and off with my emotions towards him. when I see things like that I want to give up and not talk to him any longer. I sleep it off and I usually wake up with a random message from him and this morning I did. I need to remember that this is about me and I am on the pedestal. I am the prize
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Day 7:
I took my sad moments as a way of me releasing all my negative emotions. Yesterday I hungout with all of my best friends and I had such a wonderful night. today I woke up in a great mood and was very productive. When I logged into Facebook, I had a message from him reminding me to go vote.
he seems to be contacting me a lot more often! this challenge is very fun and exciting and I'm so sure that I will be successful!!!
now I'm going to go for a run bc my other goal is to be comfortable in my body!!
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Day 9: these past couple days I've had a revelation. this challenge has opened my eyes in many ways and I'm not even half way through. last night he messaged me asking me what I was doing today. We're going to the movies! he didn't necessarily state that we were going on a date but it sure as heck feels like one haha
I'm getting amazing progress and what's even better is that my vibes have gotten a lot better too
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day 10:
I went to the movies with him yesterday and we had an amazing time! we laughed a lot and it made me so happy I felt like we were connecting all over again
also I know my vibes are really high bc another ex of mine asked if he could call me and when he did asked me " what happened to us? " and deeper into the conversation he said " I need you in my life "
my vibes have never been higher. I find myself thinking about my person less and less and I am feeling so much better about myself honestly
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YES!!!! Oh my god, It seems like you're almost there, Jenn! I'm so happy for you!!
And to think at one point it felt hopeless
Keep going! You got this!
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RollingRock33 wrote:
YES!!!! Oh my god, It seems like you're almost there, Jenn! I'm so happy for you!!
And to think at one point it felt hopeless
Keep going! You got this!
thank you so much!! this means a lot (:
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say 13: today has been pretty rough I've been bouncing from " bummed " to neutral, but I'll be level again the day hasn't finished just yet
we've had contact yesterday and today. we were supposed to hangout today but we didn't that's okay though