Hey all. Just need to ask a quick question. 

I have been having a great day today, retail therapy, reconnected with old friend and meeting up with them, watching great films and tv shows, chatting to random strangers whilst shopping, seeing my family and especially my 1 year old niece, been to the gym ect. (Yes it has been a busy day lol)

I feel as though my confidence has returned with a vengeance. I feel as though I can do anything. 

The thing is, I truly love my true love with all my heart. I really do. I sent her a lot of heart energy today whilst I parked up in a Forrest near me (something great about meditating in nature) and then let go of that. 

When I think about her and this new guy, I feel nothing regarding it. Absolutely nothing. (I have been doing aversion therapy on myself and I don't really think about him now. When I think about my love I smile and feel happy. Even if its just an image of her in my head. Or any happy memory we shared. 

But this is the real kicker. Since I have had such a great day. I don't feel in the slightest that I need her. A part of me feels to let her go and be happy. I know that I am happy and will be regardless if she comes back or not.

Is this a good thing or a bad thing? 

Thanks all.