Hi Waterlilli, that sounds a wonderful love.  All I can say is just to do the visualisations, send him love every day.  I have found 'imaging' sitting across from your beloved whilst holding out your left hand and he puts his right hand on yours (feel it) and he puts his other hand on his heart and you put your right hand on your heart.  Then, just sit and look into each others eyes, smile, share the love, feel the love.  Say any 'I'm sorry's' that need to be said and then say 'I love you' as many times as you like.  I like to do this as one of my visualisations, I think it really helps to heal broken hearts and bring about healing between you.  Then, I would do the other visualisations as suggested by Lanie and Veronica.  Do the visualisations as above and then just 'let it go'  and focus on having a life.  Treat yourself well and be happy.  You have to raise your vibration to one of 'feeling good and happy' again otherwise you are sending out a signal of 'neediness' by being heart broken.  It seems like a paradox but it's how the LOA works.  Imagine the good times you had together and feel the joy of it or imagine 'new' good times you will have together and feel the joy of those!!  Try to conjure up the feeling of magic between you when doing your visualtions.  But then, just let it go, its important to 'let go' and release it to the Universe to bring it to you.  You can say 'It is done' 'we are one'

I hope this has helped

True love is actually about loving yourself. And when you do, the people around you will reflect that back to you. When you are putting someone on a pedestal as you are- and pinning all of your happiness onto them, your energy is not really that of love. It is more need and despair. You have to begin to find yourself again. Before him, I imagine that the breeze and the sun and the moon were all for you. And in that vibration you attracted a wonderful romance. So now it's time to let go of the past and come back to YOU. True love is actually loving yourself so much that you don't need another person whatsoever. And the way to find that love within yourself is to practice gratitude and appreciation.

It's okay that you still desire this man in particular.  But, cherished is right.  You still have to come home to yourself first and then it is more likely you will 'attract' him back if that is what you want.  In the 'letting go' and then getting on with enjoying ourselves in other areas of our lives, this raises our 'attractor factor' and your ex is more likely to come back.  And you can do the visualisations everyday and then just let go and trust.

i am having a hard time..my love was my best friend...my only true friend...i mean that truthfully...i miss him 

last night and today i was actually able to meditate...progress