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That moment when you listen to your love tell his story and then it hits you. How important you are to them, that whatever their current reality is with whomever it is, becomes of no importance. Why? It's you who completes their true reality. You know that you play the most important role. So what are you going to do? Create by default? Control the situation? No, you are going to continue creating that reality of the two of you.
I finally understand what the Universe is doing. The Universe sent me an important message about my situation. Love over all, fear is of no importance. The Universe revealed my value to me. All I keep thinking about is that we are going to be together now. We are together now on my reality....in OUR reality.
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lemon wrote:
I like this a lot
Yeah, I am going to just focus on the vibe of us. Bring that little bit of happiness into our lives. He is trying to work on being happy and so am I. But isn't wonderful that we have each other in the end? I am in love with beyond compare. He knows how I feel about him too. I am still a huge positive influence on him.
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holistichealing wrote:
lemon wrote:
I like this a lot
Yeah, I am going to just focus on the vibe of us. Bring that little bit of happiness into our lives. He is trying to work on being happy and so am I. But isn't wonderful that we have each other in the end? I am in love with beyond compare. He knows how I feel about him too. I am still a huge positive influence on him.
That's awesome. I do believe that for you. I see it for me and my guy the same thing, we have each other in the end
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At first us being apart and him being with someone new devastated me. But now I see the good in the situation. I can now see how I can give back to him, love him properly and can see that the other girls role is just to show how much more important I am. We both deserve to be happy, we both deserve to share our love with someone. He is also my best friend, I can understand him very well. I am his ideal woman, I am who he wants to pursue.
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I saw him again today. He did not want me to leave and was giving me a lot of hugs. I had to dodge a lot of kisses. Although, it seemed like he wasn't doing it on purpose as he would catch himself too. But this will bring us in the right direction for him to realize his feelings for me.
Like I said I always knew he still loved me. But I cannot make myself easily accessible. Yes, we end up going the same way home, (he seems to like my company a lot, gives him time to miss me ), but that does not mean I am going to be available. He wants me, he needs to pursue ME. Which he will eventually with how things are going with us.
Anyway, on my way home I heard my ego say, "I am a threat to their relationship. Wait no, I am the relationship. (Meaning I am the one he will end up committing to.)" When you have your power back, so much changes. Your value becomes worthy. I will be posting a success real soon finally.