Hey,

So, my love and I have been broken up for about 2 months now. I truly feel in my heart that he is my life partner and future husband. We both shared with eachother that we felt as though we are soulmates and that the relationship we had was the best that we have both ever had. He had asked me my ring size and we were even talking about moving in with each other.. things became rocky because of arguments and misunderstandings and then the breakup happened. Since the breakup I have really been focusing on self love, healing, being more compassionate, and pretty much just finding the joy in everything. When negative thoughts come up I protect my sacred manifesting space in my mind by envisioning a huge delete button that I press and then replace with a positive affirmation to affirm that all is well. I even sometimes imagine emergency super duty force fields blocking that space from allowing the negative or ego based bought a to come about. I have been also doing visuilization a non-stop multiple times a day. I can literally see, feel, and hear  my visualizations. I really have been doing my best. Especially visuilizing our wedding and I can see an engagement ring clear as day on my finger and since starting that it actually feels like it's always there. I truly believe in our love and that we are meant to be but today made me a little nervous bec out of nowhere at work he had finally called me. And I was so happy to see it because I knew that I had been doing all of the work. He told me he had something that he wanted to talk to me about and I was for sure he was going to say " i love you and I miss you". nope. He said something that brought me to tears he said that he would like to give me my things back because it's almost June. I don't understand because I've been doing all the right things. I talked with him about it and expressed how I felt and he said that he's different and wants to see other people. Hearing that totally shattered my heart. What am I doing wrong here? We work together so we pretty much see eachother every day and he had began to flirt with me more and more and I thought everything was working. Am I doing something wrong? Any suggestions as to what I could do better?

Thanks so much!