Okay, let me ask another question, now I know my posts are always mixed, but that is because I am spiritually weak. My true divine self will come through, but then the third dimension always slaps me out if vortex. Somehow still out of alignment with myself. So then I become impatient and start to question my abilities. I am in the right track, but I am still failing to truly manifest. Is my up and down mood considered resistance?

You aren't failing manifesting, you manifest exactly what you put out which is sometimes confusing to read. And think of it from his perspective. Sometimes you're really warm and encouraging, and then you get irritated and impatient and treat him differently. So you are hot/cold. And therefore he is also hot/cold. I really think it could do you some good to step away from him. It would really benefit you to stop reacting to his texts or messages, and instead focus your energy on what you desire. I also feel like you are particularly critical of yourself and you needn't be. Take a step back, give him the room he needs. Don't always be there! You don't want to be forever stuck sending messages about rice! You want a relationship with him! If I were you I'd be OUT OF THERE. No contact. And yes, while it's true he might think you're cute, that's not really the goal is it? You want him to claim you as the love of his life! If it were me, I would be completely shutting down my phone until he has something entirely significant to say. And in the meantime id be focussing on my fabulousness!

There's nothing wrong with neutral- neutral without resistance is actually a powerful place to manifest from. And I get that he's nice to you- but how do you expect him to feel that true sense of LONGING and desire to be with you if you're always there? If it were me, I would ignore his spamming.. It might just be the spur on he needs to step up to the plate.. You don't have to be rude, but I truly feel he's got the best of both worlds- a girlfriend and then you, always there to answer. I simply wouldn't be so available if it were me. You are worthy of SO MUCH MORE. SO MUCH.

Last edited by Cherished (5/15/2016 6:27 am)

He just said he should have lied instead because I can't handle the truth.

I let him be with that last text. I can tell he is really upset though. I already know why too. He feels I don't appreciate his efforts in trying to work things between us with our communication and him helping me get better. But that is not what I want. Maybe it was apart of what I want because I did want better communication, but I want the whole package.