So firstly, the first time around, it totally worked, but I got all crazy, nervous and weird about things and started doubting myself so things feel apart again.

I decided to remove myself from the confusion and go back and do the challenge but tweek some of the things with advice and guidence gifted by the many of you here and let me tell you, IT IS WORKING WONDERFULLY!

Though we aren't back together yet, he calls EVERYDAY, we talke ALL THE TIME, he is always sweet and we are giggling all the time. The things I wanted him to say, have not come to past yet, BUT, there aer TWO men in my life from my past saying these things, almost verbatiem (hope i spelled that right).

What helped this time around was Infinite Wates, Veronica's personal coaching, ubt really all the advice I had gotten from you all about being needy and not enjoying the manifesting while appreciating self worth.

My biggest highlight was after 2 weeks of him being on the road, he asked that our daughter and his other daughter do dinner and a movie. So I came over, we ate, laughed, he even sat BESIDE ME ON THE COUCH TO CUCDDLE. In front of the entire family..It's been months since that happened!

The next day I had planned without him, so i got loads of messages "inquiring" who I was with, what I was doindg...Finally I got back to him to tell him that i was just busy and to give me a call the next day.

One mothers day, i woke up dreading it. iT WAS OUR FIRST "HOLIDAY" SINCE OUT BREAK UP AND DIDNT KNOW HOW TO THINK OF IT SINCE WE ESSENTIALLY BROKE UP BECAUSE OF FIGHTING OVER BILLS AND HAVING A KID.

A gf of mine sent me a picture of the stretch marks on her tummy and reminded me of mine and how beautiful the body is even after being tourtured to get our angels here and no matter how daddy may act we are still vessels of light. I regained alignment and kept my head up during the day.

Later on he called me and ask would I comeover for dinner with his mom. I came and whould you guess. This man bought ME A GIFT and a rather nice gift! TO THE SPA.

He said specifically, you deserve to do something for yourself and kissed me on the head and made me a plate and even gave me flowers...smh...too surreal.

He is in town this week, thank you all for helping me refocus!