Wow! So, HE and I are from the same smalltown in Germany and we're also living in the same city right know, 2 hours away from home. So, apparently both of us have unknowingly visited our parents this weekend. This afternoon, at the gas station, his car was right in front of me. I wasn't quite sure whether he's seen me or not but I nearly couldn't believe my eyes. He pulled out the drive way of the gas station a second after I arrived there. So, I knew he would drive back to his new home next. We used to get gas right before we leave to go back home after a weekend at both our parents'. Anyway, he was a few minutes ahead of me already and for the first 45 minutes I couldn't "catch" him on the highway but I kept asking the Universe: Could you give me some more of this, please? Can it get any better? And I must confess, I did drive a little faster than usually, though on the German Autobahn there are sections where you can drive as fast as you want. However, I finally saw him, followed him from a little distance and at some point was slightly ahead of him. He definitely saw me, too. He must have thought, this is crazy. I followed him all the way, well we somehow alternately followed one another on the way, a little bit like a cat and mouse game. It was kinda fun, until all the way to the curve where I had to go left to head home and he went on straight, just a few streets away from me. He doesn't know my current address, but today he was closer to my new apartment then ever before - at least knowingly.

It was such a miracle happening this afternoon. Sorry for my English, incase I got you confused - it might be English with a German accent :D I can't wait to have HIM back forever!!! I love him so much!! And I know, deep inside him he loves me too and he's gonna tell me real soon!

We were a couple for almost 5 years until I couldn't deal with our issues anymore, I hurt him by breaking up but I know we'll soon be back together for goog. We're made for each other and he'll suddenly realize how much I mean to him, that we're great togehter, that I've changed and that I'm the one for HIM. I know it and I trust the process. ...<3