We've broken up twice. right now we have been broken up for about 3 months. 2 months of those three have been no contact. i contacted him yesterday because we took a private tour of the disney studios lot (rare oppurtunity) and i needed photos of the lot because all my data had been lost from my computer. I was heartbroken when i found out those rare photographs were gone. I asked him for photos of me and the lot itself none of "us" because i lost all of them and he now is the only person who has them. he took forever responding but he sent them nonethless. only photos of me tho. None of the studios itself.

so i asked him again that i needed more photos of the lot itself. to which he just wrote okay. its been two days and never got the photos nor did he say he was gonna send them so i sent reminder asking if he was gonna send them or not.

no reply. hours later (he never seems to acknowledge stuff or he just simply ignores it) i texted him again with a message saying that its childish that he is still doing this ignoring thing with me. he could just tell me he doesn't want to help me. I told him that  its been months since we've spoken and i am not even asking him for much nor are we even talking about our reationship. i just want my photos, thanks to me he got that private tour of the lot. I asked him if he gets some sort of pleasure by always ignoring me? I have gone through too much crap the past few months and overcome so much in my personal lifeto be treated like **** again and have this tear me down. and of course no response.

everyone has officially told me that he doesn't really give a **** about my clearly. he was an asshle to me about my breakup. he is a heartless asshole for how he dumped me at the time i needed him the most. I need to stop and move on. I am giving myself false hope with LOA. I am sick and tired of his childish crap. i am so hurt and I AM DONE. I want to move on. I give up. I dont deserve to be ignored or be treated like ****. I didn't even discuss us, it was just something I want, MY memories from that rare oppurtunity. I don't think I can't do this anymore.

Last edited by CarpeDiem (7/04/2015 3:04 am)