A really strange thing happened to me this weekend. I was working on Friday and really wanted to go out for a drink. I texted my friends, they were all busy. I was about to just go home but then a guy I'm seeing asked me if I wanted to see him play, but I had time to kill before his gig so I had this random thought, I'll text my ex who I haven't seen in over a year and who I dated 6 years ago if he'd like to meet up. We're not friends and haven't really been in contact much, but I ended up going for a drink with him and I was having so much fun with him that I missed the gig. He kissed me and I definitely felt a spark of something. We haven't kissed in 6 years but I felt like it was only yesterday. I did not see it coming ! I could not have predicted it and but it was so natural. HOWEVER, he messed it up by bringing up an old argument we had from the past and suddenly I was reliving that argument and I became very turned off. I feel this signals that we never actually lose feelings for someone we had, even though time has passed, we can be brought back to a moment so quickly. I don't want to see him again even though he's been apologizing to me ever since because something in me is just as angry at him as I was those 6 years ago and that's why we broke up. If he had never mentioned the argument I feel that I would probably be interested in him again because I think when you choose someone once, you would choose them again as long as they still had all the great traits you liked plus maybe more. I know he's probably kicking himself now because I feel he did influence me back and I was very attracted to him the other night but it definitely made me realise that when I see the person I want again, I will not bring up any old arguments or bad feelings because they don't fade if they had a strong influence on you once before. But, going for that drink I never ever thought we would kiss, in fact I pictured it to be a little awkward but he was just very warm and confident and complimentary and had no hard feelings towards me at first and I think that was what won me over.