i think part of LOA is not not question all the things that happen from day to day.  i know it is hard, I am in a similar position.  it has been 9+ months and sometimes I find myself questioning my actions... (and I'm a hippie too)  I often think, what should I do?  Should I tell her this or that?  Should I answer her text right away or let it sit for a while.   My biggest problem is holding back from telling her how much I love her, because I have been programmed (by all the online advice) that any form of pursuit (even just telling her I still love her) will push her away.  And the LOA always says, let her come to you.... So I keep thinking, if there is something I should do, I will just know it.  I may get hints of things I need to do in the future but I don't take action unless I really feel it.   But also, if I do something I try not to question it afterwards. What's done is done.  Everything happens for a reason and I'm being guided.  that's one thing that helps me, I ask for guidance.  And I feel like very often I get some guidance when I ask for it.   When in doubt, I go meditate, or visualize, or read a book about this stuff (there are lots!).  Can't go wrong with any of that.  peace