I would say go back and read the advice you have been given in other posts and really absorb it.

Stop trying to control the situation, if he is having a moment give him the space and respect to have it.

At some point you have get to a point where you are expectant but not evaluating every event between the two of you.

Accept the situation as it and know it will get better. Stop choosing to focus on the negativity. Let things go and flow.

You have come far with him show gratitude. Use it as evidence that you can manifest what you want with him. But it's dependant on you staying the course.

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Bring your focus back on to you - and ONLY you. Remember that you are the most important person in your life - your happiness is more important than this relationship. And most importantly, do not reach out to him anymore - I would actually go no contact; letting him have to leave me messages expressing his apology until I finally decide to respond. But that's just me..

You're letting your happiness/vibration really be conditional upon the success of your desire; and I know you know that that is not how Law of Attraction works! I know it's hard - but really take some time to truly focus on you, and other things that make you happy - things that don't remind you of your guy. All this situation means is that your vibration wasn't as strong as you thought it was - it does not mean things can't change, it does not mean your situation is hopeless. It just means, you need more focus on you, so that when your guy does stupid things, you aren't affected as much. 

You don't need to worry about manifesting an apology, or a "true reunion" specifically - just keep visualizing the perfect relationship with him. Visualize being together 6 months down the road, and what that would be like. The apology, reconciliation, and everything else will fall into place because it has to. You aren't going to accept him back without an apology/explanation - so it's a must have on that manifestation and it's a done deal. It's all part of the beautiful relationship that you are manifesting and visualizing.

Really focus on the person that you want to be in this relationship - I don't think you want to be miserable everytime your guy gets angry or has a bad day. I personally don't believe that I can manifest a guy that will NEVER get angry, or that we will never have conflict - it doesn't seem realistic. But you can handle those situations better, so that things flow smoothly.
For instance in the past, when my guy gets angry at me - he gives me the silent treatment, and leaves me to figure out why I'm mad. That would literally enrage me, because I see that behaviour as completely childish. So by the time he's ready to talk - I've already unleashed a flurry of anger and hateful words at him that we've created bigger problems then what we started with.
BUT NOW, my happiness is more important to me; so I've literally thought about this scenario happening again. I'm sure I'll do something that will piss him off in the future, and not realize it. And I'm sure at first, because I'm not expecting huge personality changes from him - that he'll go silent, and not tell me. And I imagine myself looking at him, saying "Baby, I know you're angry at me, and I'm not sure exactly what I did. But I hate seeing you upset, especially when it's at me. When you're ready to talk about it, I'm here." And then I get up, and go have a bath, or take the dog for a walk, or do something else. I leave the room and do something that I will enjoy. Just because he's in a bad mood, doesn't mean that I need to be too; but it doesn't mean that I stop loving him, or being there for him. 

Giving someone space when they need it, is a very loving act towards someone - and right now, that's what he needs. And it's just going to make the situation worse if you're getting upset, and adding additional issues into the situation. So the best move for him, and yourself is just to take a step back, let him deal with his crap, and you take care of you and what's important to you (ie your happiness!)

You're doing everything right - the process just isn't a linear one. It's 3 steps forward, 1 step back - now you just gotta keep taking those steps! You've got this!!

Mush...hugs and thanks! You're so well written and insightful.