Every day I'm feeling so much more happier, joyful and full of love. Some of my exes have been getting back in contact, I've been on dates ,some have been fun.... Some not so but hey ho ! None have come close to the ex I'm trying to attract back, he's adorable, he's a true gentleman..... He's mine ! Then wham I saw him the other day with his new girlfriend whose 20 years younger ( I have known about this for a few weeks) but seeing them together for the first time was like a hard blow !!!! What I don't understand is that I have been doing RI and Rs on him morning and night with intense emotion and I know it works because that's how I attracted him to me in the first place.... I also see him about often and myself and my friends notice that he always has a sneaky look at me.But why her and not me.... I know I have the edge as I have the power of my thoughts, I suppose I'm just feeling frustrated, I truly love this man with all my heart and I do feel that if he's happy then I should be happy for him too but in the deepest of my heart..... I know that I'm the girl who can make him truly happy and truly loved. I was flying so high but now I'm feeling deflated 🙁