LovelyinK wrote:

I was feeling low after coming home yesterday after seeing my guy and his girlfriend at school again and stuff and her waiting on him. Then I went home & I just kinda cried .... And I gave up. I said I dont care anymore im giving up. Im letting go of the pain and the hurt and I was crying but it was almost like happy crying I mean idk how to explain it but it was a good cry, I started thinking, there is someone who loves me for exactly who I am and what I am and thinks im perfect, I am THEIR "the one". That comforted me alot and still is tbh. Its like I dont care if he comes or not but I want it to be him but its okay and then some if its not because this person is gonna LOVEEE me so much... I went for a walk after this and signs of my lover started to show up (not to much but a little) &. i saw the world as beautiful again idk how to explain it but when I was living in a dark atmosphere of waiting I could not see this the same. I felt free. Relaxed. Finally. I started randomly like having conversations with him in my head on the walk though. Any thoughts?

I have/had same experience. Few times i just want to give it up. Put everything in past and start new, but then i remember few words from one of Lisa Nichols seminar. It won't be easy but trust me it will be worth. Soo, i still have/ had some toughts about everything but if you really really want him, deep in your heart you will go out from bad days and get what you get after walk. It is call relief. It fell great because you are in aligment with your desire. have a nice day