I'm sorry to hear about your loss, my dad passed away suddenly a few years ago and because of that I had horrible panic attacks even in my sleep it was horrible I had it until recently.  I couldn't even study was in college when it happened.  First  things first    apply to many jobs ask friends or family to help you and tell yourself you are going to work soon, think positive etc,  affirmations, prayer, whatever calms you.  I know it's fresh but remember in order to use law you need to be calm and believe and not have contrary thoughs or fears or doubts because that's what you will attract.  It takes practice ofcourse you will have good days and bad days with Loa. We all do and it's OK.  Don't give up.  You said you are stress and anxiety  equals panic attacks, you need to work on yourself mentally otherwise you will attract more stress and anxiety. I can relate and write soon much.  Anyhow if you need someone to talk to who's been there to u can count on me and this forum. Tell yourself  repeatedly everything is going to be OK,  with religion you will believe it more and attract that into your life. Start off by giving gratitude lots of it for the smallest thing. Things could be worse etc...  Everything will be OK and you will work and move ahead in life. You will heal like how I did.  I no longer suffer from panic attacks. You got this, believe in god, the universe and yourself. Act as if.  Listen to binural beats to raise vibration,  to attract money etc.  There are binural beats for lots of stuff.  It's very calming.  Go on YouTube look it up and listen to it with headphones on comfy in bed with your eyes close,  and will think and come up with solutions etc because your State of mind will be relaxed etc and you can think clearly with your mind and believe with your heart so you attract it etc. I hope this was helpful.  Good luck you got this.

You have to try and find relief and alignment, regardless of what is happening around you. It's not easy, but try to see this as a great opportunity to do the vibrational work. Be easy on yourself, but always reach for a slightly better thought than the things going through your mind without your awareness.