So my lover came back and while we were catching up he let me know that he slept with a girl. We were sprayed for two months. And I asked him if he could block her number and he said that he didn't have it because he deleted it. Apparently she wanted a relationship from him and when he told her he didn't want one she asked for him not to contact her anymore.

He then told me that if he blocked her then how would she contact him if she had to tell him something important. My mind went wild and I instantly thought of what if she's pregnant?

I'm scared of the thought that she might be pregnant because in a sense I manifested him sleeping with her so therefore I'm a powerful creator.

I don't know how I should feel about all of this. All I know is that I'm hurt and him coming back doesn't feel good.