Hello all

I'm having such a hard time the past few days with worry, worrying people will turn against me, worrying I will be cheated on and abandoned, I'm pushing people away in the process and starting to fall back into old habits acting crazy to protect myself.

I DON'T want to be the girl again who wonders where the hell he is when he doesn't reply, but I also don't want to be the one who is so cool and calm and not worried that they miss signs, as I've been both and been cheated on and left twice... So I'm scared on how to be

Please help the worry is really getting strong the past few days I have no idea why, I don't want it and kindly ask it to leave! I just think it thinks it's protecting me.

Don't want to lose my guy or anyone else ever again because of my behaviour and insecurities. I'm sitting here crying worrying about not hearing from him all night thinking who he could have been with.

And it's insane it's not who I want to be I was so done with this!!! 💕