Bumping, I still do this daily..

This is so so nice. I will share with you a story of mine, a real one. It was a very difficult period of my life and I had many things to manage. This is a story about how just by getting in the vortex and looking only for a feeling that would relief me, everything that I wanted showed up in one day. Here it is :

I was 20 years old. I had a really really bad time. Health issues. Suffered from anxiety and panic attacks. Every day that passed was very hard. I couldn't sleep at night. I was exhausted all the time and always with this fear: one more panic attack or death. This thing had caused many problems with my studies. I was doing really bad. Many problems with "him". I was so afraid of rejection. I thought that he was making fun of me. I was angry with him and most of our conversations went very bad. A lot of misunderstandings. I was extremely jealous each time he talked to someone else. I was making up scenarios and was coming to conclusions very easily. I was too afraid to talk to him about my panic attacks and my serious problems to sleep. He would think that I was crazy. I never talked to anyone about this. I was frightened the whole time, couldn't go out or take the bus. I had strange physical symptoms and fear, all the time. Sometimes I couldn't leave even my house.  I was praying for a miracle. I was trying to push all these away. I hated my life and myself, thought that I should not feel that way, I was crazy because I was feeling that way.
One day (Saturday 16th February) I was taking exams. I left my house  and went to University feeling really sad. My life was a nightmare. I hated everything. I wanted to turn back time. I was so unhappy. My life sucked. I hated my life, that building (University), my panic attacks, the fact I couldn't sleep, go out, have fun, be calm and happy, be with him. A big threat always in front of me: death. Everytime... "is it a panic attack or death?".
Before the exam I was a little bit nervous. During the exam, I thought for a moment that I was so tired from all these. I needed a break. So, I thought to myself "OK, I am 20 and my life sucks. Everything is so bad, I don't know what to do. I wonder "Am I dying? Why do I have panic attacks? Why I can't live my life? Why things have to be so bad with him? Why my studies are so difficult? What will I do with my life? Will I ever get over my problems? How? When?.......". I have so many questions that looking for their answers but all what I get is more questions. So, I feel terrible about all these. I feel sad, depressed. I really need a break. Just for now, I will leave my questions apart. I know I haven't answered them yet, but for now I will quit. I accept that I am in a very bad situation now. I don't care what will happen tomorrow or the next minute, now I feel so sad and I need a break from my thoughts. I will quite my mind". A few minutes later something good happened. I realized that my exam was going well. And I thought "This is very nice. My questions and my problems apart for a while, I will fill my mind with this one positive thing that just showed up: I am doing well. I will pass my exam". I took this ONE good thing and concentrated on this 100%. I completely accepted my other problems. I stopped denying them or fighting against them. I simply accepted them, made them apart (in order to take a short break) and filled my mind with this positive thought. I was smiling happy during my exam. When I finished, I went out. It went great. I was so happy. I knew I was in a very bad situation. But the most important thing for me was that my exam went very well. So, I got out smiling and I saw... snow. It was snowing !! (something not very common where I live and I love snow). That was the second positive thing. I was really happy. My exam went so well and it was snowing. My problems and my unanswered questions accepted and apart for now. I went home. I was feeling great. It was such a relief! I had stopped thinking so much!! It was wonderful. I switched on my laptop and all I wanted to do was to settle down and relax, looking outside the window, while it was snowing. That moment my life seemed so happy. And then... the third positive thing showed up. Suddenly.. without expecting it at all. A message from him !! Him! He sent first! I couldn't believe it. We started chatting and it was the first time that our chat didn't end to an argument or a misunderstanding or something that would make me angry or jealous. It was a nice, happy chat, talking about just silly things I don't remember, about the snow... We ended our conversation being ok, both of us. I went to sleep with a smile on my face. I was so so happy. My exam went great, we talked and it was snowing! I slept smiling and it was the first time I had a nice sleep. I slept so well the whole night, after a long, long time.... The next morning, I opened my eyes and I... remembered. I smiled. I got up and went to the window. There was snow everywhere!! This is so rare where I live. It was a white day! I was so happy.  I switched on my laptop and listened to the music that he was playing on the internet....
 

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Everythingisbeautiful wrote:

Just wanted to bump this thread. I've been doing this in the morning and loving it ☺️.

Thank you for bumping.. this technique is really beautiful. . Easy to do and effortless..

They key thing in getting into alignment is doing it effortlessly so that things can manifest effortlessly. ..
The harder we force to get into alignment, the more forced our manifestations seem.