hey guys 
iam new here and as u would recognize me iam all sad n frustated these days....t 
but well tody something good happened....
i used to hate myself.... 
but i started saying myself im special gorgoues and beautiful (just like Cherished told and after reading her post)
i didnt believe it but i still said...
and today i went on a date with a guy i met online...
hes an actor and yea m not so good looking but strange thing happened i wasnt nervous or insecure or neither did i try to impress him...
yet i went confidently and spent the time with him..
and i felt like he liked seeing me...
he said he wil try meet me before i left the town..
(i came my hometown for a few days )
so i guess iam doing good...
i still misss my love but hes on his way....
he wil come along
iam trying to raise my vibration here tooooo

thank u all for being there