So in my scripts, I keep on mentioning that I my ex and I are on a beach in Hawaii and that I am starting a new job soon at X company. I actually just had two rounds of interviews at X company and I'm waiting to hear back from them.

Meanwhile, I applied for a second master's degree. My ultimate goal is to go to med school and I thought another master's degree was the way to get in. Even though my vibration is so set on that offer letter from X company (actually picturing the offer letter and the salary), I was disheartened to know I didn't get into my first choice university. I still am waiting for a couple of other offers but I was sure I'd get an offer. I feel like the fact that my vibrations for X company were so strong that it was the reason I didn't get the offer. I told my family I'd rather be working than going back to school, but I'm sad I didn't get the offer. Is there an LOA explanation for this? Was the Universe just making the decision easier for me? I have other universities which I am waiting on, but that would require to stay where I am currently located, and my plan was to always come back home. The other university was at home. My ex is also at home, and long distance was the reason we broke up.

On another hand, I don't want to end my dream of going to med school. Regardless of if I do a second master's or work, my plan was to wait two years. Something about 2018 seems like it will be the year I go to med school. I have one particular school in mind, but I only want to go to med school in Canada. I'm planning on writing the MCAT this summer too.

It just seems like this rejection letter did throw my vibes down and I'm pessimistic of other things like my health and my relationship, which I initally had huge vibes for. I still believe that I will be working at company X but I'm still not sure if it will help me get into med school. I know LOA says to focus on the outcome, and not the process, but this set back has thrown me off the road map. Any tips on using LOA manifest this dream?


...on a side note, the nurse from the clinic I was going to said that my test results came normal and I may not need treatment after all. However, she can't confirm it because the doctor still hasn't reviewed my results. Before I received that letter I was convinced that I am healthy and LOA was working. But this set back made me pessimistic again, thinking the doctor will say something other than what the nurse said. Help my vibrations get back up please!!!!