Not sure where to put this, but it's so funny I guess I needed a push in the right direction.     My mom was reading the paper yesterday and there was this article about this guy who has the same cancer I have(chronic myleloid lakeumia).  And the doctor told him that it would take him a month to go back to work and also he could never be in a marathon.    But  he went to work a week after starting treatment and ended up running the Boston marathon.     So it just is another sign from the universe to stay positive