Hahahaha it's amazing to be able to reject what he said (even tho it hurts) in my head and know that everything can change. I've been so caught up in trying to attract him back when I should really really really just set him aside for the time being and create a wonderful, single life for myself.

Thank you so much. I still love him and I just want to curl up around him and let him feel that hahaha but I'm going to start putting myself out there and see where this takes me. Wish I didn't have work today so I can go out and do things!!!

Remember you are the prize 🏆

So I know I said I wouldn't message him but I felt like I had to and it was coming from a place of... Warm and fuzzy haha.

When we talked last night, I said that maybe we needed to completely remove each other from our lives and he said he could do that and stay away for a few months to help me move on.

Today, I told him that I didn't want him to disappear because he's very important to me and what we had meant a lot. He said he knows that and he didn't want to either but if it would help me move on, he would. I told him I just missed being able to talk to him and I brought up a few funny memories that made me smile. I was coming from a place of love. He was a bit warmer with his replies.

Anyway, I matched with a guy on Tinder, some foreigner just passing through and we chatted for a few hours. We might meet up tomorrow.